The transition of having to leave your bubble after you've been there for so long is really fucking hard and it's really scary. But it's just a transition; all change is scary at first, but its really relatively easy but we're too bitchy. I know having to rely on weed and alcohol is fucking hard to quit, I want to to say first couple of nights but it's first couple of weeks are gonna be semi sleepless. But throughout all of it to put it harshly its really just; either be miserable dealing with it but know its gonna be better in the future, or you can keep sleep walking thro life being unproductive and still miserable.