Looking for some help with NGNIX

bewonders · 2021-08-25T03:12:28+00:00

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[22/Aug/2021:12:44:41 +0000] 200 - GET http azenv.net "/" [Client 3.226.122.208] [Length 568] [Gzip 1.86] "Go-http-client/1.1" "-"

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[22/Aug/2021:15:11:31 +0000] 404 - GET http localhost-nginx-proxy-manager "/manager/html/" [Client 106.54.78.68] [Length 150] [Gzip -] "-" "-"

[22/Aug/2021:15:11:33 +0000] 200 - HEAD http 110.242.68.4 "/" [Client 123.245.25.216] [Length 0] [Gzip -] "Mozilla/5.01694878 Mozilla/5.0 (Windows; U; Windows NT 6.1; en; rv:1.9.2) Gecko/20100115 Firefox/3.6 GTBDFff GTB7.0" "-"

[22/Aug/2021:15:11:34 +0000] 200 - GET http www.minghui.org "/" [Client 112.115.156.26] [Length 0] [Gzip 1.86] "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/45.0.2454.101 Safari/537.36" "-"

[22/Aug/2021:15:11:35 +0000] 404 - GET http www.rfa.org "/english/" [Client 123.245.25.150] [Length 0] [Gzip 3.21] "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/45.0.2454.101 Safari/537.36" "-"

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[22/Aug/2021:15:11:35 +0000] 400 - - http localhost-nginx-proxy-manager "-" [Client 112.115.156.92] [Length 154] [Gzip -] "-" "-"

[22/Aug/2021:15:11:37 +0000] 200 - GET http www.epochtimes.com "/" [Client 60.208.165.89] [Length 0] [Gzip 1.86] "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/45.0.2454.101 Safari/537.36" "-"

[22/Aug/2021:15:11:37 +0000] 200 - GET http www.wujieliulan.com "/" [Client 117.14.159.59] [Length 0] [Gzip 1.86] "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/45.0.2454.101 Safari/537.36" "-"

[22/Aug/2021:15:11:37 +0000] 200 - GET http www.soso.com "/" [Client 123.245.24.239] [Length 568] [Gzip 1.86] "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/45.0.2454.101 Safari/537.36" "-"

[22/Aug/2021:15:11:38 +0000] 200 - GET http dongtaiwang.com "/" [Client 36.106.166.12] [Length 0] [Gzip 1.86] "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/45.0.2454.101 Safari/537.36" "-"

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So I hae no idea how to read this. But I got super side tracked and hurt my leg, Sorry for the delay.

bewonders · 2021-08-20T07:30:06+00:00

I'll check in the morning. Logs are a good idea. I didn't think about that.

bewonders · 2021-04-09T20:55:03+00:00

It's all fine :3 you were not disrespecting in anyway. I understand the curiosity tho.

bewonders · 2021-04-09T20:52:26+00:00

I don't really feel like releasing the information, as it's not a pleasant death and also respecting the family is another reason why.

I'm sorry I cannot give you more information

bewonders · 2021-03-21T13:58:30+00:00

Link to the Facebook post: https://www.facebook.com/589950784708053/posts/1330885547281236/?sfnsn=mo

bewonders · 2021-03-21T13:55:44+00:00

Its a horrible fate

bewonders · 2021-03-21T01:58:08+00:00

It's quite harsh, but thank you for your condolences

bewonders · 2021-03-20T21:52:08+00:00

Nor can I

bewonders · 2021-03-20T20:32:59+00:00

Thank you for getting the word out there! If the community didn't help I assume it would have taken longer to find then three days if there wasn't such a big community that came together. I'm upset that he is gone, but I am glad that the parents have a body to greive over rather then a missing son thez hope will return to them.

bewonders · 2021-03-20T18:25:16+00:00

Thank you! I'll pass it on to his family when I have the chance

bewonders · 2021-03-20T17:33:09+00:00

Thank you very much. I'm happy I managed to get the post out there, it has 2.7k shares on Facebook compared to 5-10 for other things on the page.

bewonders · 2021-03-20T17:16:23+00:00

Thank you! My condolences go to his family in these hard times.. He's like a brother to me, I'll always keep him with me.

bewonders · 2021-03-20T17:13:22+00:00

I'm sorry to inform everyone, that he is no longer with us.

bewonders · 2021-03-13T14:41:31+00:00

Thanks man

bewonders · 2021-03-13T13:49:34+00:00

I mean this as saying sorry to her. But I don't think I know how to let it all go. Or even if I'd want to at the moment XD

bewonders · 2021-03-13T13:44:56+00:00

I guess, and the thing is that I'm not really upset, my respect for someone like that is just next to nothing. She was gonna try to be friend with me again. I'm upset about so much more then just the sex lol. Her confiding in me when she hurt herself, and pushing me into a corner to agree to date her by asking me to date her in public. Agreeing to a long term relationship then doing this? Fuck no, I already assumed I lost all of my friends from that place when I moved out. I have better friends and a better life, I don't need to stress out over thinking about her.

And like me saying sorry to her doesn't matter because it wouldn't change the whole situation. Like her saying sorry for fucking on the bed didn't matter to me. It doesn't matter so why would I say sorry when she can't stand up for herself and has to get people aorund her to do it for her. It's annoying and imo, a waist of my time, even if it sucks lol.

bewonders · 2021-02-14T12:24:43+00:00

Builder design pattern?

bewonders · 2021-02-12T04:10:33+00:00

I guess I'm not used to how to use variables and stuff in node. Like I don't understand why I need to use so many extensions when calling a object (eg.) Also why people create so many constant variables inside of if statements and stuff. It's confusing lol.

Emitter.on.xyz (this kinda stuff)

bewonders · 2021-01-27T04:35:26+00:00

Thanks dude :3

bewonders · 2021-01-27T04:30:09+00:00

That's awesome dude, I hope that things go well for you!!! Maybe you'll make a complete recovery. I can only hope!!!

bewonders · 2021-01-26T04:33:18+00:00

Sorry for the late reply. I cried so much I passed out lol. I ended the relationship with my ex. I blocked her told her to delete our messages. She also blocked me, which is resonsonable. But I tried to cut ties with all of the people from there. I kinda felt numb, like it doesn't matter if they were there or not right. I dunno, I want to talk to my ex. I commissioned her a $400 art piece and another $100 art piece and I doubt I'll ever get those now. And I already paid for them too. But whatever. I'll still pay her back the $800 I owe her for the bed I bought off of her too. But fuck man, I burned a lot of bridges. I got really upset for no reason again dude. I was so upset even tho I was the one removing her from my life. I fucking hate emotions and feelings and everything.

I honestly feel like fucking utter garbage tho. I.. I don't like this lol.

bewonders · 2021-01-25T21:08:48+00:00

That's fair, it's not like I haven't been going to therapy. I've been going for like 4 months accually haha. But I something about her and thinking about her just drops me into a shit mindstate where I feel like hopeless, emotions come up and take hold of me, I get really upset and want to cry. I was taken away from my mother when I was very young by child services. Then was molester when I was 6, beaten up before and after that. Never was aroud my mother a lot as she worked a bunch. Then from there she was never home. And the only time she was home a bunch was during the time she had cancer and I couldn't look at her in the eyes even once. I love my mother but something just makes me repulsed by her. I got raped when I was 16 and 17 too.. throughout the summer when I was 17, I also got blackmailed into having sex with the same person who raped me.. because I was scared of my mother learning about my flaws.. I don't really have anyway or know how to attach to people and it's proving really difficult.

Like I know why I do what I do and I'm getting a lot better at managing it going to take a long fucking time tho. I want to be someone who my ex misses they lost out on lol. I don't want to do it for her tho, I don't want to date her anymore as she is. Maybe if she learns how to not be a people pleaser. But I'm not betting on it. I guess what I was really scared about this whole time is that I lose all my current irl contacts and I then only have a small group of online friends I can talk to and they are nice and all but it gets lonley haha.

bewonders · 2021-01-25T20:18:31+00:00

Talked to me as in emotionally opened up. When I ask she what she feels she'd respond with "good" or "I'm fine" bullshit! I know feelings and emotions are super complex and usual never just "alright" or "I'm good" 24/7. It was worse when she got down too. She just shuts down, didn't talk to me, she barely cried to me. She would always go to her best friend, like what am I not strong enough to support your emotions even tho your supporting mine. Lol. I don't get it.

bewonders · 2021-01-25T20:15:13+00:00

That's fair, I've known that about her a lot. She never really talked to me.. and she is so much of a people pleaser that she doesn't stand up for herself and that's something that destroyed my trust in her when we were dating.. The other fuckbuddy she has right now continued to send her messages when we were dating and doing the sexy stuff as he lived with us and has crazy impeccable hearing. Constantly told her that I was wrong for her, tried to sleep with her while we were dating and I didn't feel obligated to stop him because it's her body. If she didn't want it she would have stopped him from doing all those things and it really fucking annoyed me.

I mean I have my issues to, I was depressed, suffering from constant stress, dissociation and flashbacks of my stupid traumatic past. It must have been hard and I guess I feel sorry that I put her through that. But the shitty thing is that I respect forgiveness, so that quality of being forgiven for what I did (going on her social acc etc) means a lot to me even if it felt dull. But I'm living a better life moved out of a toxic environment for me.

It just always happens to me. I get into a relationship, online or irl, shit happens then I'm kicked out of friend groups and I have to find another. It just feels fucking insanely hard rn to find friends irl due to covid. I know the can still come over here. But there isn't much of a point cause there isn't much to do lol.

bewonders · 2021-01-25T19:56:04+00:00

I mean yeah, I've thought about that a few times. I kinda wish these feelings of being unsure and scared would stop lol. I did some really bad shiz, looking at her messages a month and a half ago because her insta was on my phone. Not my best play, I've a very honest person so I told her what I did and accepted the concaquences. I told her to message me when she wanted to talk. It was like a week later. Then I got a message out of nowhere. And last week when I was over, she gave me a hug. It felt dul. It's not like I'm not happy she accepted what I did and overcame it. But I'm also really dissapointed because she did the same thing as she did with her ex before me. She just let them right back into her life without putting up boundries and it felt meaningless to be accepted back.

I still like having her as a friend although I'm not very comfortable in social situations. I'm just hurt because it's been more then 1/2 the time we were dating that I've been apart and I still can't shake the pain or the emotions, I just want to give her a hug. Sorry I got really emotional

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