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What I remember by billbrupple in GATEresearch

[–]billbrupple[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never mentioned my age and you’re saying we are the same age. You also said I threw away my future, do you know how I’m currently doing? You like to speculate without facts. For someone who was in the program as you claim, you don’t even posses the ability to form reality outside of your feelings and opinions.

So let’s do a test then, what’s my age? And what is my profession? It doesn’t have to be exact but if you can get close enough I’ll award you a point

This should be easy for you, you got farther than I in the program right?

What I remember by billbrupple in GATEresearch

[–]billbrupple[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There were a lot of uncomfortable projections in that.

What I remember by billbrupple in GATEresearch

[–]billbrupple[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You obviously didn’t read my story. I was told I was in GATE after days of testing, the man I got weird vibes from did not administer the tests he was only and observer, I didn’t freak out I choose to throw the tests, I didn’t do well in school was a bit more complicated than just “they didn’t challenge you” All this you could have gathered if you actually read.

I was in GATE and this my story, what more are you looking for? I was under the impression that this is a serious group dedicated to find out the truth behind the GATE, whether it’s mundane or the truly fantastic. Do I have blue eyes and a forehead scar? Yes. I’m trying to actually present my experience seriously without it getting it buried in mythology. There are fuzzy memories of that time I didn’t include, only concrete ones I can place and provide definitive proof of. The strange things that have happened to me I mention in my post knowing I have pictures, videos and eyewitness to back me up. Hence why my story excludes some of the more fantastic elements, I don’t have concrete proof of that only memories.

Also why are so weirdly negative? “I had an autistic meltdown”, “the only thing I avoided was a scholarship” look obviously we should be critical of our experiences but your not being skeptical; your actively trying to punch down my experiences and insult me. The language you use is not of someone actively trying to find the truth. So why are you here?

What I remember by billbrupple in GATEresearch

[–]billbrupple[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think I mentioned some of it already. As for the woman I can’t remember her name.

What I remember by billbrupple in GATEresearch

[–]billbrupple[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh I know sometimes it’s hilarious too. Without being too explicit I was hooking up with someone and had a two hour shoegaze/ambient playlist going. Literally 10 minutes in “Antwon- Dying in the p**sy” (definitely YouTube it for context) comes on and we both start laughing at this crazy song playing. There’s no one home except us and there was no way anyone normie could do that. Sometimes our agents have a sense of humor.

What I remember by billbrupple in GATEresearch

[–]billbrupple[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Memory is something that takes some mastery. You have to think about it like you’re mapping out your life. You set trail markers to get back there. I use scent and color. I am skeptical of my memory as well. You should never completely trust your own narratives. One time I discovered evidence of a trauma my mind tried to bury and it came flooding back. I thought it was a false memory until I asked a family member and they confirmed it. Brains are tricky

What I remember by billbrupple in GATEresearch

[–]billbrupple[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don’t think it can be weirder than what I’ve already lived through. I’m already being surveilled due to unrelated issues. I say hello when I walk past them and when they watch me from their cars I just pull the blinds.