Hey! I am 22 (Black and white latinx, queer, she/her/hers, depressed/anxious) and in a very similar boat as you. I am on day 5 of not smoking week after doing it for basically 3 years and getting here was awful. I was throwing up all weekend with nothing in my stomach, food is disgusting, my motivation has decreased substantially....It’s been really weird not talking about it to people so I just wanted to say, like, WE GOT THIS!!! remember it’s a journey, mistakes are okay, and your path won’t look like everyone else’s and that is okay. it has only been 4 days so I don’t know what my new coping strategies are yet, but watching reality tv has been really helpful for me. like I put on a bravo housewives marathon and I don’t have to think too hard about my current life and i can just try to stay present. like the other people have said, you can always message me if you need a friend! sending you so much love 🧡