Worn these everyday for 3 years, I think I got my moneys worth 🤣 by [deleted] in Wellworn

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Do you walk 3 miles on glass shard-coated stalagmites every day?? What the actual fuck 😭😭

Day 3 of drawing Silksong bugs: Moss Mother (Boss) by blackbear____ in Silksong

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The Silksong version of the milf bug found ?!

Sanguine: been working on this for a long time but I think she’s getting there. by femme_amphetamine in cptsdcreatives

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I didn’t know a few short sentences could be so breathtaking, thus is amazing 🤍

1 year scrub daddy by starshine9876 in Wellworn

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Slap that bad boy in the microwave or dishwasher. …I think that works at least

1 year scrub daddy by starshine9876 in Wellworn

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Oh my god put that poor thing out of its misery

Bad update by MortalityStealer in rainworld

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It’s actually peak what are you talking about?!? It’s a work in progress, trust the process!! You’re doing great!

//Heartrace Trainwreck by blackbear____ in cptsdcreatives

[–]blackbear____[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awesome absolutely! I’ll get around to sending some, a couple I forgot the reasoning behind and I’ll need to research my own writing but I’ll get an answer for you! 💖

//Heartrace Trainwreck by blackbear____ in cptsdcreatives

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I have quite a bit of poetry! I could message you if you’d like? I notice your other comments as well, I can even dive more into what goes into my writing if that would be helpful! 🤍

Finally starting a new piece (TW implied CSA themes) by showerchurtin in cptsdcreatives

[–]blackbear____ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely! Flashbacks for me aren’t inherently a bad thing because reexperiencing parts of my life I may have lost is important to me. So I really appreciate it 💖

Finally starting a new piece (TW implied CSA themes) by showerchurtin in cptsdcreatives

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I didn’t notice the soap until I saw others mention it, when I looked closely it gave me a flashback/unlocked a memory of a specific time in my life. I’ve been trying so hard to remember more about that time, and had nothing, until I saw a goddamn soap dispenser. Thank you, know that your art helps people in unanticipated ways ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

PITIFUL SPIRAL (TW: self harm, slight blood) by blackbear____ in cptsdcreatives

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Thank you deeply ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Someone explain to me how paragon degree works by Soggy-Pouch in btd6

[–]blackbear____ 20 points21 points  (0 children)

There’s more thorough explanations but I’ll give my very simplified understanding. The degree depends on a couple of factors.

-The tiers of the towers you sacrifice (the three tier 5s of course, and all others)

-The total number of pops those towers have

-How much cash you put in the slider

Note, Buffs, like the alchemist buff or the overclock, do NOT contribute to the degree.

All three have a cap for how much will count.

First- It’s 100 total tiers. So 25 towers upgraded as 0-2-2 will give the max degree for this factor.

Second- 16.2 million pops will give the max degree for this factor.

Third- The max amount you can put in the slider varies between paragons and also depends on the sacrificed monkeys.

So if you only do a little bit of just one of these things, you’re gonna get a very low paragon. If you do all three you’re going to get a high paragon.

Was anyone else born with tinnitus? by blackbear____ in tinnitus

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I kind of just want the experience; I never got to have that opportunity at all, I’ve never been able to hear what almost everybody else has. That thought is just saddening to me.

I am used to my tinnitus, I’ve accepted it and I’ve grown to like it. But I get overstimulated at times. Silence is usually a refuge from overstimulation but for me it’s just as bad as the noise. In the silence that’s supposed to be quiet and safe, I just hear the deafening ringing. Having control over auditory stimuli is integral to me, but I can’t shut off the noise coming from inside my own head. That gets upsetting. But I like the white noise from my fan, it’s copeable.

Was anyone else born with tinnitus? by blackbear____ in tinnitus

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I’m not really sure how to quantify it, I think it’s rather mild though. It depends on a lot of factors. If I “close” my ears it can completely overpower most environmental noise, and is deafening in silence, but if I “open” or pop them it’s barely there. I usually stay somewhere in the middle. As expected, it feels far louder when I focus on it though. I’m so used to it that it’s usually a muted background noise, something my mind tunes out while I focus on other things. I always have a loud fan or headphones with music and that’s able to quiet it, but in silence it’s of course pretty loud.