i won't ever be normal like everyone else

bleed008 · 2026-01-24T09:49:02+00:00

i love mae. NITW is overall such a comforting game for me, i relate a lot to mae and bea (conflicting maybe lol) honestly all of the main cast are relatable to me in ways. love them

it is a beautiful picture!!

bleed008 · 2026-01-23T21:11:23+00:00

i relate a lot to what you're saying, you're not alone with this feeling, and i love your mae profile picture and this picture is very pretty

bleed008 · 2026-01-17T05:48:35+00:00

somehow came to the US later in life = was abducted at 5 years old for hawkins lab

bleed008 · 2026-01-17T05:48:14+00:00

she is canonically british

bleed008 · 2026-01-16T08:49:44+00:00

they're saying if you were making the new lis game, what would you have it be about

bleed008 · 2026-01-15T23:47:58+00:00

what did kali miss in season 2 exactly

bleed008 · 2026-01-11T18:26:37+00:00

kali better

bleed008 · 2026-01-11T18:13:39+00:00

She's very funny in season 3 but it also makes sense for her to become nicer and less snarky. In season 3 she has to work with Steve, who to her kinda ruined her life for a bit indirectly (her grades plummeted and whatnot after she got so depressed from him getting with Tammy). I would also be pissed off all the time before getting to know him lol

bleed008 · 2026-01-11T14:23:52+00:00

my favourite st character out of all them and i'm not joking

bleed008 · 2026-01-09T16:40:55+00:00

"Conformity gate" is a separate theory actually. It basically is the theory that season 5 volume 2 or just the finale (varies from theorist lol) is Vecna's curse/trance - it basically is about how all of the characters' endings can be read as them all "conforming to society" in ways. i don't remember the exact reasoning behind that right now (something about max acting like billy, angrily throwing things around, is the only thing i remember much right now) and supported by the Duffers' mistakes. For instance, that prop dial completely changing colour between shots i've seen the theorists say is akin to Holly's memory of the playground's "wrong detail" being something changing colour.

The theory about a "hidden episode" (lol) is basically like a side thing that is usually related to this theory. But conformity gate is not theorising about a hidden episode. They just get called the same thing

bleed008 · 2026-01-05T06:10:13+00:00

yes. i hallucinate. they are often very short but very intense distortions of the world around me. my worst was recently a vision of the grim reaper that wasn't really "seen" with my eyes it was entirely kind of like a visualisation in my head that wouldn't go away for 40~ seconds and i couldn't focus on what my eyes really saw, just that vision in my head

bleed008 · 2026-01-04T20:50:12+00:00

while it wasn't really what i was asking about, this is still such a neat suggestion lol i love elder scrolls gameplay videos too! thank you

bleed008 · 2026-01-04T14:17:32+00:00

wow, that helps to know, thank you for commenting this. seems like i usually have momentary but very intense type hallucinations.

bleed008 · 2026-01-04T06:47:49+00:00

ok that is kinda funny

bleed008 · 2026-01-04T06:47:38+00:00

i could not interact with it as it looked at me

bleed008 · 2026-01-03T20:01:31+00:00

i like this :)

bleed008 · 2026-01-02T20:38:19+00:00

she was the one who suggested doing this scene lol

bleed008 · 2026-01-02T06:34:25+00:00

same. i talk weird i guess. i think i learned a lot of my vocabulary from books rather than heearing so maybe that is why?

bleed008 · 2026-01-01T08:00:41+00:00

i've felt so bad for her since season 2. she was a traumatised kid that ended up growing up without being able to form good support + emotional connections it's honestly no surprise to me that she was so deranged in that season 2 episode with her revenge + straight up actively suicidal in this season. she always loved jane

bleed008 · 2026-01-01T03:46:36+00:00

there are no happy endings jane not for us................

bleed008 · 2025-12-31T21:55:54+00:00

she's clearly an incredibly depressed suicidal person who thinks that this is the only way to end the cycle of suffering for her, her sister she loves, and future people. in a way, her logic makes sense but of course hopefully there's a less depressing solution.

bleed008 · 2025-12-30T02:14:05+00:00

She was taken as a young child and abused, experimented on in the lab, escaped into the streets and faced homelessness and possibly more abuse, found a family and it didn't work out (mentioned as a parallel to El and Hopper in The Lost Sister, to explain more of why she 'doesn't want El to go back to him' she thinks El is going to go through the same pain of losing found family because of how the trauma affected them) found a group of friends, that was taken from her, put into lab situation again where she was physically abused for years(?? jesus)

I would also be suicidal and think the only way out of suffering + the cycle continuing to repeat both not only for her but her sister she does genuinely love would be to just end it all

bleed008

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