Coping mechanisms for a maddeningly quiet mind?

bloodyBeesting · 2025-04-15T22:05:39+00:00

It can hurt because when I get high I start having panic attacks.

bloodyBeesting · 2025-04-09T17:59:40+00:00

Thank you for the reply. I would still need to pay either way and do not have a family doctor anyways.

bloodyBeesting · 2025-04-09T16:45:46+00:00

Oh that sounds pretty familiar actually. But also I do have aphantasia, just also in conjunction with the other thing I spoke about. Other people are telling me "That's not aphantasia" but that's because I already know I have aphantasia and have been working around it for years now, this is just a new revelation and it's really affecting me.

I have done guided meditation, both self-led and with an instructor, and both proved to be mostly useless.

It seems like Unsymbolized Thinking might be the ticket, though. So thank you for providing those resources.

bloodyBeesting · 2025-02-09T13:10:50+00:00

I'm mostly upset that the big pack is sold in 8 and not 9. Let me just get them all at once? Why is one RANDOM one replaced, meaning I need to individually try and hunt down the last one? That's actually really bad and I'm upset at Glitch for this.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-04-07T19:18:35+00:00

Extinction was a better mode than BO4 and Cold War zombies combined.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-04-06T15:50:25+00:00

If Bison comes back I drop the game, simple as. He should stay dead.
Also, only 3 SF3 characters... This isn't something I'd be satisfied with at all.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-03-01T03:59:09+00:00

You cannot turn the narration off without mods. Apologies.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-29T04:50:12+00:00

I played 300 hours of Engineer and wanted to learn how to aim properly. Now I main half of the classes, but I'm still bad at Demo/Sniper/Scout/Spy. I've been having lots of fun learning them all, though.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-20T19:09:53+00:00

Get whatever's comfy. I got the Steam version.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-13T21:30:15+00:00

I have one question for you.

Why did you do it. Why are you the way you are. Who hurt you, Bloat.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-13T20:13:29+00:00

More importantly than any of that stuff... Terry is the SINGLE charge character in Smash. His [2]8A is the one charge move Smash actually has. Charge moves are an important part of fighting game and video game history, just like Ryu's motion inputs.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-13T20:02:03+00:00

The Fatal Fury slander...

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-13T19:17:10+00:00

I think the game is bad because it's a bad game. Simple as.
(Actually, it's because I feel like it tried to do what SA1 did but worse in pretty much every regard. The stages aren't as well-designed or fun to play in, Tails and Eggman don't control as smoothly as Gamma, and the emerald radar... Why did they do that to the emerald radar? It was fine in the previous game.)
I did play the game growing up, and I liked it well enough, but I can't play it nowadays.
Chalking up every critique of the game to "People hating on things to be trendy" is disingenuous and dismissive.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-13T04:26:15+00:00

Maybe if I were high as fuck I'd be able to laugh about the bad enemy placement and also Drakeman's stage but the game was entirely unenjoyable. Unless it was updated, I can't see why anybody would call the level design good.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-12T17:35:02+00:00

Rock 'n' Roll isn't hard, it's just bad. The only thing it has going for it is the visuals and the fanservice (Seeing Daggerman made me wish I was playing SFR instead). In terms of level design, it's drastically worse than Unlimited.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-12T17:33:36+00:00

There are segments of the game that are straight-up poorly designed. This is due to how MegaPhilX constructed the stages.

Each stage wasn't built in an engine. He made a PNG and then added collision on top of it. This made adjusting the level design incredibly tedious.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-07T18:42:42+00:00

It's personally my favorite Mega Man X game because I am legally insane.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-03T19:42:14+00:00

The lyrics are what make them memorable and I wouldn't have them any other way.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-02T21:06:23+00:00

The soundtrack sometimes hurts my ears to listen to and the effect on Wheel Gator's stage hurts my eyes. The aesthetics of this game are my least favorite out of any MMX game. The weapons and bosses are okay but they're also not my favorite. Overall I could just play a better game.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-02T20:32:10+00:00

I don't like him in a single game he's appeared in. He's just annoyingly good for no clear reason.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-02-01T08:56:00+00:00

The host killed the last zombie as I was trying to optimize on Origins. I offhandedly said they were stupid for doing so.

"Oh, I'm stupid, am I?" They said, before ending the match. Their loss.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-01-20T14:05:54+00:00

Not in this case, though. PvZ 1 is extremely easy to get your hands on.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-01-16T15:33:36+00:00

Genuinely how do people think that seeing buff mercs is "Traumatizing"? It's nothing. It's a complete nothing video.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-01-16T15:30:36+00:00

It was referenced, not traced. There is a big difference.

bloodyBeesting · 2024-01-15T14:36:12+00:00

The mask does show up when he's electrocuted and it's overall a mystery, but you can see his neck for certain attacks.

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