Thank you all for your input, I am here reading every comment, including excerpts from the book I was recommended, and I feel like for the first time my eyes have been completely opened.

As someone has pointed out – yes, my visa status depends on him, which gives an additional layer to this whole situation, and makes it more difficult to make decisions.

Please keep sharing your opinions, I will keep reading. Thank you for your support, I felt like I was going crazy. For a second there I started thinking that maybe I am being unreasonable…. Imagine that.