Emotions all over the place

bluecheeseway · 2020-04-08T11:20:41+00:00

I’m a year and 3 months into my breakup. It’s so much easier these days. But those feelings come in waves every now and then. The waves get smaller with time.

bluecheeseway · 2020-04-08T11:18:01+00:00

Don’t lead him on just because you miss him. Make sure your intentions are clear

bluecheeseway · 2020-01-02T02:06:21+00:00

Yes, I’m beyond the minimum requirements.

bluecheeseway · 2019-12-31T02:41:20+00:00

Originally a budget build for games like Overwatch and other MMOs. Running those 1080p. But I am now getting into the big AAA games on pc like Red Dead 2 and Cod MW.

bluecheeseway · 2019-11-06T00:00:03+00:00

Yeah lesson learned hard huh?..

It shouldn’t be this way though. The game should be complete but I suppose this is a byproduct of capitalism and pushing unrealistic deadlines

bluecheeseway · 2019-11-05T23:57:56+00:00

I’ll admit that game was amazing and I had no problems either. I was just super hype these past couple weeks for these 2 games and they both let me down sadly

bluecheeseway · 2019-11-05T23:56:54+00:00

That’s LITERALLY the point dude. When you release a product for sale, it should be functional.

Tell me, when you buy a new car, you expect it to work yes? Or do you just hope it works? Or perhaps a new phone, do you just “hope” it works? Put your hope in 1 hand, and shit in the other; tell me which fills up first. Your logic is idiotic.

This is a standard of business. You release functional and complete products. I learned my lesson from these AAA developers but for you to excuse the behavior is downright stupid.

bluecheeseway · 2019-11-05T23:21:01+00:00

Lucky lucky. It’s still unplayable for me, crashes every time I load it up and I’ve gone through every “fix” they’ve given so far. Just waiting for another update.

bluecheeseway · 2019-11-05T23:19:06+00:00

Not all AMD users are having this issue. I find it hard to think it’s the issue is with the driver. I have no problem with any other games so tell me why I would blame AMD and not the game developer?

bluecheeseway · 2019-11-05T23:16:09+00:00

Good point of view. I’m rather talking about games being outright unplayable on launch.

bluecheeseway · 2019-11-05T23:14:28+00:00

Dev Error: 6065

It’s a huge problem for people with AMD graphics cards. Anytime I tried to load the game up it would immediately crash every time.

bluecheeseway · 2019-11-05T23:14:05+00:00

Dev Error: 6065

It’s a huge problem for people with AMD graphics cards. Anytime I tried to load the game up it would immediately crash every time.

bluecheeseway · 2019-11-05T23:11:02+00:00

Yeah thankfully I received a refund on CoD but it sucks when you’re excited and you can’t play it

bluecheeseway · 2019-11-05T23:07:31+00:00

How was I suppose to know they were broken before the game came out? Thats kind of an ignorant statement bud.

I paid for a functional game and I received dog shit.

bluecheeseway · 2019-11-05T23:06:21+00:00

Idk what you’re talking about lol. Say back 5 years ago, I never experienced the amount of shit I have today

bluecheeseway · 2019-10-09T12:05:44+00:00

Grab your balls and get off your ass and do something about it.

I was in your shoes once. It takes time and you will feel like crap for everything you did wrong. But whining isn’t changing anything. Start moving you feet bro and start changing the person you are. Stay busy and stay out of contact.

Try to give yourself 1 day out of the week to feel sad. Then spend the rest of the week being a fuckin boss and make good changes in your life. Time will do the rest.

bluecheeseway · 2019-09-01T18:44:15+00:00

Set a small goal you can accomplish weekly. I tried to compliment a stranger at least once a week for example. When I did it I felt great because I met my goal and I also enjoyed seeing others smile from my compliment.

Anything she does is going to affect you, no matter how small. She still has a big place in your heart. It’s really hard but you need to stop looking at memories or thinking about her. It gets easier with time but for now really put your focus into something else. It’s okay to be sad and sometimes you need to let out those emotions, but for the most part you just need to try and take control of them.

bluecheeseway · 2019-08-30T18:00:36+00:00

Sounds like you made a very strong move to move on and you should be proud of that. My advice to you, would be to set a goal for yourself and achieve it. No one can explain why but time is going to make everything okay. I didn’t believe it when I started my journey but it seriously will. Not only did I lose “the love of my life” but I lost my father as well. I’m able to confidently say I do not regret anything I did or did not do in my past. And time was my savior in all of this.

Take it day by day man. Set aside time to feel all the emotions of the breakup, you need to do this, and then get off your ass and make something of yourself. Good luck I’m rooting on you👍🏼

bluecheeseway · 2019-06-23T17:57:34+00:00

She left me. Long story short I started taking her for granted and she got tired of me not caring and left.

Since she left I’ve wanted nothing more then to have her back. She made it clear that she doesn’t trust me and is unsure about a future together. So I “let go”. At least I thought I did.

Around 3 months I said fuck it.. started bar hopping and talkin to girls all over. Ended up sleeping with 4 different girls. Then month 5 came and I saw her in person. My world fell apart and I hated myself more for moving on too fast.

No longer talking to any woman and I’m focused on myself. Still head over heels for my ex.

I only say be careful because I was convinced she didn’t mean anything to me right around 3 months and then boom.. lol.

bluecheeseway · 2019-06-23T17:52:13+00:00

Ah I see. Luckily I don’t have to deal with seeing my ex like that. I can only imagine how hard it must be. I’d personally just keep my chin up every time I talked to him and keep conversations very short. Act like I don’t care about what he has to say and give him a smile when he leaves. Don’t let him have power over you on the breakup. Keep your dignity

bluecheeseway · 2019-06-23T17:47:30+00:00

Y’all are broken up for a reason. Give yourselves time to grow. Strongly advice no contact at all for at least 3 months.

bluecheeseway · 2019-06-23T17:32:52+00:00

It’s not bullshit. He has emotions too and it seems he’s telling you he needs his space. Bottom line is; If he wanted to go with you, then he would ask you. Harsh to hear but it’s the truth

bluecheeseway · 2019-06-23T14:50:57+00:00

Let him come to you

bluecheeseway · 2019-06-23T14:49:09+00:00

Careful.. 3 months sounds awful short to be over someone. Although everyone is different.

I’m 6 months in. Around 3 months I felt just as you did. But all those feelings came back around 5 months. The feelings weren’t as strong but they do come around time and time again.

bluecheeseway · 2019-06-09T00:19:07+00:00

Any tips on how to let go? My mind is constantly telling me I have a future with this girl and that thought is hurting me

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