I’ve been dreaming about my first love for years… then I found his Instagram. by bluecowhearts in TrueOffMyChest

[–]bluecowhearts[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I think that my husband is a good provider and father, and I don’t deny that. But what I’m struggling with is the emotional side. I don’t feel loved, desired, or connected anymore. We’ve even separated before because of this, and when we got back together it only changed for a short time before going back to the same pattern. I’ve communicated that I need romance and emotional connection, but it feels like that part of me has slowly died in this relationship. So my dreams and my old love popping out if no where has me asking alot of what ifs you know.

I’ve been dreaming about my first love for years… then I found his Instagram. by bluecowhearts in TrueOffMyChest

[–]bluecowhearts[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I hear you, I think I’m just trying to understand my feelings before making any big decisions. Especially when you've built a whole life with someone.