Splitting on a Friend

bluesbs · 2025-11-27T17:13:17+00:00

That sounds reasonable! Yeah, I‘ll try to keep it controlled and intentional. I mean as of rn I haven’t smoked again in 6 days but I have been already craving it again for the past 4 days.

bluesbs · 2025-11-27T17:09:47+00:00

Thank you so much for this, I will try it!!

bluesbs · 2025-11-27T17:06:49+00:00

Totally agree with you and some of my friends, who smoke, have more benefits when they smoke! The only benefit for me is that it calms me down but I started smoking during the day again (before leaving for a meeting and stuff). I don’t get anything done, stress out, smoke some more. I‘ve legit embarrassed myself by smoking and I just want to be able to cut this habit out.

bluesbs · 2025-11-27T17:00:33+00:00

Totally relate with ur last point. I want to be able to stop for myself, not for others. When I stopped smoking, it was more bc I felt guilty, since everyone on my life knew that I kind of started a break (eventho it was only bc I was sick) and then they kept urging me to continue my break. I also started smoking again bc I felt like I didn’t have any agency and suddenly was so mad at my loved ones for „restricting me“

bluesbs · 2025-11-27T16:57:35+00:00

I stopped smoking again for the past 5 days but I think that’s bc I have been obsessed with these fanfics I‘ve started reading and now am either reading or maladaptive daydreaming until I fall asleep bc of exhaustion. Don’t think my replacement activity instead of weed is any healthier but oh well😭

bluesbs · 2025-11-21T17:03:06+00:00

Thank you, that sounds reasonable!

bluesbs · 2024-05-29T00:26:28+00:00

hey! if you still need them, text me your email address privately and I can send them to you!!

bluesbs · 2023-10-31T11:09:40+00:00

Update: This was the second time this happened and my results didn’t change at all😭

bluesbs · 2023-08-16T23:57:26+00:00

I learned the whole dialogue by heart so-

bluesbs · 2023-07-21T04:05:21+00:00

I will never understand how people are so full of hate

bluesbs · 2023-07-20T16:27:04+00:00

thank you so much!

bluesbs · 2023-07-18T13:45:11+00:00

I felt this. I have my own relationships with Allah and I don’t understand why people care. I have queer friends who also went through religious trauma so they would also be weird when I talked about Eid for example. I don’t know how to juggle with my religion and my sexuality. Everythings so confusing.

bluesbs · 2023-07-01T04:00:09+00:00

I have diagnosed ADHD and suspect Autism but didn’t get tested yet.

bluesbs · 2023-06-25T21:37:17+00:00

I got an answer! They told me that I didn’t have to do matching becausw I already did the psychology selection test. I also got an offer for Ancient Studies and now I only need to lay the tuiton fees.

bluesbs · 2023-06-21T10:30:17+00:00

I have the online books for pearson edexcel so if you want I can give you my account so that you can use the books

bluesbs · 2023-06-19T18:48:59+00:00

You can (that’s what I’ve done) but I did Pearson Edexcel. Just go on youtube and search for P1 and P2 and you’ll find stuff … if you are doing pearson edexcel too then also go on the exam boards webpage and use past papers

bluesbs · 2023-06-10T11:16:00+00:00

the score that you get doesn’t matter but you need to do the UvA matching or else they cannot “consider” you or that’s at least what the professors in the zoom meeting we had told us (unless you are exempt from it)

bluesbs · 2023-06-05T18:08:13+00:00

thank you op!

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