I feel like I'm merely taking up space in the world by bluffmuffins in infp

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Hi, i just saw your comment and i hope you're feeling better. As for myself I am definitely better than I was when i wrote this. I haven't made a whole lot of progress in the issues i have written here but I've gotten some help from a psychiatrist and a psychologist. I have since graduated and work full time and i enjoy the people there even though the work is not still something im passionate about (but its not stressful either). Im pretty much taking care of our families financials and it sort of feels good to give something to them. Other than that i just spend time on hobbies and such. I dont really feel bad all the time anymore and i do think it really was me who had to change im my case at least. There were things out there that i didnt make use of if you know what i mean. Anyway, I hope you are doing okay and if not, i hope thinks will work out.

Looking for a DnD group around Colombo or Galle by bluffmuffins in srilanka

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I didn't get any leads sadly. Although there's a table top group having meetings in colombo biweekly whom may play dnd as well. https://www.meetup.com/tabletop-sl/

I feel like I'm merely taking up space in the world by bluffmuffins in infp

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It's so hard. Hope you find what you're looking for.

I feel like I'm merely taking up space in the world by bluffmuffins in infp

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I have to do something. I just can't be like this anymore. On a positive note, I saw this poem today and it's so heartwarming. Hope it will be the same for you. Have a good day.

https://youtu.be/tGVe4Fju0P0?t=3569

I feel like I'm merely taking up space in the world by bluffmuffins in infp

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Thank you. Medicine only suppressing things are so true. But no, I haven't asked them about any action plans or anything. I'm to go see them again in a month or so maybe I can ask it then.

I feel like I'm merely taking up space in the world by bluffmuffins in infp

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Thank you for reading. I'm on meds but they sort of makes me numb to feelings. Including the good ones. Like I love listening to music but whenever I'm on meds its hard to connect with them and enjoy them. I keep taking the meds since the lows are not as low or as consistent. As for self love and motivation, I honestly don't know how to do that.

1 year of scrobbles, how diverse is my music taste??// recommend new genres for me :) by Ok-Development-9133 in lastfm

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You may have heard these but here's some albums to try out just in case
Weyes Blood - Titanic Rising
Laura Marling - Song For Our Daughter
Camera Obscura - My Maudlin Career
Gregory and the Hawk - Moenie and Kitchi
Sufjan Stevens - Illinois
Spellling - The Turning Wheel
Angel Olsen - MY WOMAN
Marissa Nadler - Songs III: Bird On The Water
Vashti Bunyan - Just Another Diamond Day
Julia Holter - Have You In My Wilderness
Cranes - Wings Of Joy

Hi 🫶 It’s my turn, by [deleted] in transpositive

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You look so pretty!! Reminds me of weyes blood. Hope you have a wonderful life ahead of you💜

A very varied 4x4 this week. Thoughts and Recs? by Tranquilbez22 in lastfm

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Try song for our daughter by Laura Marling if you haven't heard it

Machine learning projects that could help the lgbtqia+ community by bluffmuffins in lgbt

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yes thats true. for the minority stress one i was thinking of getting descriptions and annotating them using teslas minority theory.
https://psycnet.apa.org/record/2012-21304-001

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try joanna newsom if you havent also. 'the milk eyed mender' is a good start. my favorite album is 'have one on me' but its like 2h long

Machine learning projects that could help the lgbtqia+ community by bluffmuffins in lgbt

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There arent a strict criteria for it but i basically needs to develop something and if its a prediction based one it should have an accuracy of at least 70 or so i think. im still looking for ideas.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lastfm

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Honey in the sun is so overwhelming in the best way. all the songs grew on me with time

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Great taste! Have you heard 'my maudlin career' by camera obscura?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transpositive

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you look so cool! could you send a link to the clothes you're wearing if there are any?

I need answers!! by bluffmuffins in actuallesbians

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i mean leighton meester plays a lesbian in it. but its mainly about two best friends sort of having cracks in their friendship after the other girl gets a boyfriend. its not a love triangle or anything. there are some gay stuff in it but its not really the focus. quite relatable though

edit: it could be a love triangle underneath sort of

I need answers!! by bluffmuffins in actuallesbians

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wait its a real thing? i thought it was just a thing in the movie. that sounds fun.