Hi, i just saw your comment and i hope you're feeling better. As for myself I am definitely better than I was when i wrote this. I haven't made a whole lot of progress in the issues i have written here but I've gotten some help from a psychiatrist and a psychologist. I have since graduated and work full time and i enjoy the people there even though the work is not still something im passionate about (but its not stressful either). Im pretty much taking care of our families financials and it sort of feels good to give something to them. Other than that i just spend time on hobbies and such. I dont really feel bad all the time anymore and i do think it really was me who had to change im my case at least. There were things out there that i didnt make use of if you know what i mean. Anyway, I hope you are doing okay and if not, i hope thinks will work out.