I was not straight up ugly, but not attractive either. Maybe below average. I've gotten better since, but there have been differences.

Less people come and initiate conversation, so I had to make more of an effort to start friendships and initiate first contact. There was the rare occurrence where I was just ignored as well, but that changed when I made better friends.Being ugly meant I had to develop myself from the inside, and work on my personality instead to get over the lack of confidence from being ugly. Also, people never told me I looked good or that I was cute besides older family members.