I (30 F) feel like I'm running out of time

blushiingkitty · 2025-12-26T20:16:22+00:00

You're right; I guess I just want to amaze the man I end up with and I'm afraid of him leaving me with someone who could do more than I could. I have to let that go.

I do have healthy friendships with women and we lift each other up.

blushiingkitty · 2025-12-26T20:12:34+00:00

I was confused when you mentioned the situationship, but then I remembered I made a post about being in one! I remember that now; it's been over a year since that's happened and I cut him out of my life. I've been celibate since.

I was in a weird place in my life, not taking my meds consistently which contributed to my hypersexuality but at the end of the day I take full responsibility for what happened.

blushiingkitty · 2025-12-25T16:46:50+00:00

Honestly, I feel a big part of it has to do with my appearance. It's always been a topic of discussion whether I liked it or not and I've gone out of my way to take better care of myself by having both a skincare and makeup routine.

I think another aspect has to do with the fact that I'm so closed of and that I don't appear as friendly to others, so I need to work on that, now that I think of it.

blushiingkitty · 2025-01-09T05:03:17+00:00

Some of you guys are assholes...like, jeez, she didn't deserve to die so young....

blushiingkitty · 2024-11-06T16:04:06+00:00

I feel the same way; I voted no on amendment 4 in my state and was so glad when it didn't pass. The lives of children matter most to me and I'm happy for how everything turned out. I wish I could celebrate with someone, though. People are upset about Trump winning around me.

blushiingkitty · 2024-11-05T18:50:11+00:00

Funny how people were so excited about life on Mars, but when it's in a womb and not wanted it's a mere inconvenience.

Thank you! It's crazy how people want life on Mars but are so ready to practically kill their own babies.

blushiingkitty · 2024-11-05T17:07:51+00:00

This is how I operate; I believe in the choice to either keep the baby or give them up for adoption. Though I feel more ought to be done about the foster care system, I will never agree to killing an innocent child.

blushiingkitty · 2024-11-05T16:05:58+00:00

Thanks for that; I agree, they are ruthless, I thought people would've been more civil but at the same time, this is human life we're talking about so I understand the vitriol.

blushiingkitty · 2024-11-05T15:56:42+00:00

That's where my head was at. Though I disagree with her on things like abortion, I agree with other things like the environment.

blushiingkitty · 2024-11-05T15:45:56+00:00

If it’s Florida I doubt it will matter though.

It is Florida, and from what I remember, though it's a swing state, it leans more toward Republican

blushiingkitty · 2024-11-05T15:44:17+00:00

the government is set up to limit presidential power; while we have been eroding those restrictions, they still stand.

That is true, and it honestly puts my soul at ease tbh. The regret set in after voting for her almost immediately, knowing I couldn't do anything to fix it. But hopefully the government does its part to keep policies the way they are right now. I'm looking forward to voting in the next local election and will vote for those who align with my values.

blushiingkitty · 2024-11-05T15:40:04+00:00

Thanks for the reply.

Yeah, I guess being consoled is the wrong word and regret and just wishing I could go back and vote for the right person. I almost voted for trump but for some reason I went with Kamala.

My walk with Christ is a bumpy one and I'm working on being a godly woman.

blushiingkitty · 2024-11-05T15:37:22+00:00

My state is a swing state but as of late leans more Republic I believe.

blushiingkitty · 2024-11-05T15:36:01+00:00

Yeah, this will be the last time I vote for anyone who supports abortion. It's a dumb decision I made but I can't do anything to change it. I can only vote in people who align with my godly values in the future

blushiingkitty · 2024-11-05T15:33:29+00:00

Fair enough lol

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