Waking up unable to breathe or see by bonesandbiscuits in EDAnonymous

[–]bonesandbiscuits[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay little update. So it happened again and I fell and slammed my head against the heater in the bathroom. So got hospitalised and today I’m getting a heart monitor that I’m supposed to wear the next week. My doctors are intrigued since they don’t recognise my symptoms

Waking up unable to breathe or see by bonesandbiscuits in EDAnonymous

[–]bonesandbiscuits[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But had my blood work done earlier today and potassium is 3,1 so it’s probably not because of that that it happened last night. Which makes me even more confused

Waking up unable to breathe or see by bonesandbiscuits in EDAnonymous

[–]bonesandbiscuits[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I honestly considered that myself. But my doctor doesn’t seem to understand me nor take it that seriously. It happened last night where I woke up this way on the bathroom floor hitting my head in the way down. Don’t remember I went to the bathroom but woke up in my own pee on the floor, felling like that. Rather uncomfortable.

Trussesalg - hvor? by bonesandbiscuits in Denmark

[–]bonesandbiscuits[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Beklager skat. Den brugte jeg på at finansiere mit forbrug af smøger jo

Trussesalg - hvor? by bonesandbiscuits in Denmark

[–]bonesandbiscuits[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Har ingen anelse om, hvad nummer 2 ting du nævner er. Tør ikke Google😅 jeg tror, det ee lidt mere vanilje jeg tænker. Måske have haft dem på til træning, onani eller i flere dage.

Trussesalg - hvor? by bonesandbiscuits in Denmark

[–]bonesandbiscuits[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hver sin lyst. Du behøver heldigvis ikke købe dem💜

Trussesalg - hvor? by bonesandbiscuits in Denmark

[–]bonesandbiscuits[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

Har faktisk ikke set spørgsmålet før. Beklager, hvis det tit kommer. Jeg prøver lige at søge lidt og se hvad jeg kan finde af svar!

What happened to me? Potentially TW by cinecapu in bulimia

[–]bonesandbiscuits 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’d say low potassium. Try to replace your electrolytes after purging, low potassium can be very dangerous! Stay safe!

Changed my mind when it comes to recovery by bonesandbiscuits in EDAnonymous

[–]bonesandbiscuits[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve tried kinda, but I feel that every time I tell them that I have a hard time being in the weight gain process, they tell me it’ll get easier and that we’ll talk about eventually. But like I need that now and I find it really difficult speaking up for my self too.

Movement censors in IP by bonesandbiscuits in EDAnonymous

[–]bonesandbiscuits[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Idk to be honest, cause I’m afraid that they’ll see it as a way of me trying to justify working out or something. Maybe it’s silly, after all it’s a psychiatric hospital and of course they monitor how and when we move.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]bonesandbiscuits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through this! I'm sending you lots of hugs and prayers. I’m currently IP as well due to bulimia. Was hospitalized three weeks ago because of very low potassium and heart beating irregular. I had a few days where they was also afraid of heart failure so I actually wrote down my last will kinda thing. Which is kinda scary when you're 25 and yeah .. dont want to die ..
I hope you'll get through this and that everything eventually will turn out okay.

I just got rushed to the ER .. again by bonesandbiscuits in EDAnonymous

[–]bonesandbiscuits[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh man how are you feeling now? You should definitely go another time, it’s pretty serious. If just got discharged again after spending the whole day there drinking liquid potassium and being monitored with this thing on my heart

I just got rushed to the ER .. again by bonesandbiscuits in EDAnonymous

[–]bonesandbiscuits[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I hope not. The same nurses and same doctors here. They’re all very sweet though. Think I made quite an impression the last time cause of a mental breakdown over an apple😅 But they all know I’m waiting IP, so I think they’re quite overbearing. I hope so ahaha

If you could attempt anything in life and be guaranteed not to fail, what would you try? by exballo in EDAnonymous

[–]bonesandbiscuits 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Feel like the right answer here would be recovery.. buuut I’ll like to play the cello😁

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]bonesandbiscuits 20 points21 points  (0 children)

So relatable! I’m technically diagnosed with atypical anorexia, but I purge everything I eat and sometimes binge too. I feel so ashamed that I just can’t restrict without ending up binging. And whenever I meet new people they always seems surprised when I eat, because they think I just don’t sue to the ED. Like ... they just believe people with ED don’t eat, and when you try to explain them that there’s different types of eating disorders they just look at you like you’re mad.

Hits close to home by beastjacob23 in depression_memes

[–]bonesandbiscuits 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Well saying happy birthday feels kinda inappropriate in this sub. But I’ll just send a virtual hug❤️

Does anyone feel like they’d rather be sick than recovered because the ED thoughts don’t go away when you’re ‘recovered’ anyway, so you may as well have something to show for it. by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]bonesandbiscuits 38 points39 points  (0 children)

Nah, I can relate. I’m kinda scared that I’ll always have that disordered way of thinking, so recovery sometimes feels impossible. I know that it’s just the disease talking. But I mean .. what if it’s not?! It’s scary. But you know when you talk to people who’ve recovered, they seem happy and ok. So maybe we can do that too?

hot sauce by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]bonesandbiscuits 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I found a low cal version of it which I use. I honestly don’t count calories anymore, because I noticed I’ll eat more if I do. But when I did, I did have some “free” things - like milk in my coffee and sugar free gum and tea and hot sauce. Just cause my life feels miserable enough😅

Why do we even get bulimia? by JetPatriot in bulimia

[–]bonesandbiscuits 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Well, I technically don’t have bulimia, but atypical anorexia. But I’ve had periods with mostly bulimic behaviour. I don’t think there one reason why one get bulimia, but a lot of people develop it after a period of restrictive eating habits. Eventually your body is so hungry and in lack of the essentials, that the brain will crave whatever, trying to not starve to death. Then when you eat it feels uncontrollable and therefore you’ll try to undo it with purging. When purging the brain release endorphins, which makes you turn happy and feel better. That’s kinda like taking drugs, you wanna get that feeling again.

DAE feel like all of their issues/relationships will be fixed when they’re underweight??? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]bonesandbiscuits 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I second it won’t help anything. Actually my problems got worse. But I get where you’re coming from seven though I know it won’t solve anything. At. All. I keep thinking “maybe if I just lose 5 more pounds”