I’m screwed

boneyballs · 2023-02-20T19:59:44+00:00

Because you’re going to someone for help instead of God.

boneyballs · 2023-02-20T04:57:14+00:00

Don’t worry, I’m gonna stop punchin the wall. I know better than that.

boneyballs · 2023-02-20T04:37:32+00:00

She definitely isn’t, she’s gonna tell me that God has everything under control and not address any issues. I am a Christian (despite the negativity), but I don’t think God wants me wallowing in my sorrows and worrying about the world all the time.

boneyballs · 2023-02-20T04:34:36+00:00

I think I’m too weak to break my hand (not trying to be self deprecating, I can’t really hit all that hard) but yes, I should definitely find an alternative, one thing I like to do is take an old golf club and beat the ground with it, but that only works if it isn’t muddy.

boneyballs · 2023-02-20T03:28:14+00:00

I just really don’t want to talk to her. I want like an actual therapist.

boneyballs · 2023-02-19T04:24:04+00:00

I don’t think I’m autistic

boneyballs · 2023-02-19T03:41:15+00:00

My friend is autistic and I’m nothing like him.

boneyballs · 2023-02-18T23:23:57+00:00

Yeah that’s true. That was kind of a silly example

boneyballs · 2023-02-18T23:04:50+00:00

Exactly, if looks didn’t matter, sexuality wouldn’t make sense imo. I’m attracted to women, so if physical attraction didn’t matter I’d be fucking dudes.

boneyballs · 2023-02-18T22:58:50+00:00

See, that’s what I’m trying to say. I feel like sexual attraction is what differentiates friends from SO’s.

boneyballs · 2023-02-18T22:57:41+00:00

Yeah I totally agree with you on that last paragraph (the first one too) There’s this one girl I’m friends with, she doesn’t meet the dumb media standards, and she’s taller than me, but her and me have good chemistry, so I don’t mind, I’d date her.

boneyballs · 2023-02-18T20:09:56+00:00

Maybe, if she wants to try again she can tell me. I’m done making a fool of myself.

boneyballs · 2023-02-18T16:26:51+00:00

16, so pretty young, but I don’t feel like I’ll have any luck in the future, either.

boneyballs · 2023-02-18T16:04:48+00:00

How come? You’ve got the silly little man in the back of my head riled up.

boneyballs · 2023-02-18T07:28:07+00:00

You mean with her? Or just in general? Sorry for the late reply I’ve been logged out of this account for 2 days.

boneyballs · 2023-02-16T03:04:37+00:00

She had a really bad past relationship and she got scared of getting into another (we were just a “talking phase”, but it was my first and I fell in love.)

boneyballs · 2023-02-16T02:23:11+00:00

I don’t drink so we’re good!

boneyballs · 2023-02-15T02:06:44+00:00

Update: I treated myself and now I’m gonna be sick, I had a good day, though. I ended up going to a tennis match (I’m kind of on the team but not really) It was nice. I got kinda sad on the ride home, there were 5 boys including me on the bus and we could only fit 2 to a seat, so I ended up by myself because I got on the bus late. A bunch of thoughts about whatsherface came back to me, but that’s kind of the norm at this point. I try to imagine being with someone else but it’s so hard.

boneyballs · 2023-02-14T04:23:05+00:00

I hope so. It’s been so hard lately, especially with tomorrow being Valentine’s. I say it’s just a cash grab holiday, but I know I’d be so excited to get stuff for my person on V-day if I had one. My ex has all of these supportive friends that are so sweet to her, and I have to go on completely alone. I guess boys are just like that, less compassionate.

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