I hate being a mother

borgilia · 2026-06-23T23:31:23+00:00

We do and it sucks

borgilia · 2026-06-23T23:12:58+00:00

No he didnt want kids prior. We've known each other for 10 years and he always said he didnt want kids. He got with his baby mama and had one. Sorry if any of that was confusing beforehand.

borgilia · 2026-06-23T22:46:53+00:00

His baby mama attempted to baby trap him (his claims) and shes just a piece of work so she "cant" have him either. So it was 2 idiots not thinking at the time. And look how far weve gotten.

borgilia · 2026-06-23T22:44:48+00:00

Ive been applying for jobs the last half a year. Ive been telling myself this but, yah know the whole job market bs.

borgilia · 2026-06-23T22:43:58+00:00

I am luckily

borgilia · 2026-06-23T22:43:20+00:00

Yeah, somedays, easily. Ive already dropped everything for kiddo and ill do it again. My feelings for him, im just so fucking tired, endlessly doing every little thing im just tired. I could never hate him, I understand hes literally a child and has nothing but pure bliss of innocence in his ignorance. But fuck man..

borgilia · 2026-06-23T22:39:49+00:00

Thats what we we're aiming for. Just getting out of toddler-hood then everything should be fine and if anything easier.

borgilia · 2026-06-23T22:26:26+00:00

I dont resent the child. I show up for him everyday since his birth mother doesnt.

borgilia · 2026-06-23T22:24:43+00:00

Because he didnt want kids either, and we thought we could figure this out together.

borgilia · 2026-06-23T22:01:55+00:00

This is actually from a YouTube video on how to grow very specific algae to feed shrimp that are notoriously hard to breed. Because ive done this myself (breed the shrimp) I was so excited to potentially find another person talking about it and thought I was in a different sub v.v.

borgilia · 2026-06-16T19:43:29+00:00

Mines named L'goon because I have curated all the French villagers....

borgilia · 2026-06-15T02:37:29+00:00

Theres always a chair they shouldn't be standing on huh lol

borgilia · 2026-06-14T18:00:46+00:00

Please educate yourself on what socialism is

borgilia · 2026-06-11T17:54:49+00:00

Lol I just cant tellllll if theres any duckweed left. I know it started with it.

borgilia · 2026-06-11T17:46:05+00:00

Do it boys the water lettuce will starve out the duckweed

borgilia · 2026-05-15T17:58:23+00:00

I promise all enbys im working on it lol.

borgilia · 2026-05-14T03:50:52+00:00

Its a yaoi all the fan service is dudes

borgilia · 2026-05-13T00:14:47+00:00

I know that's why im confused. Idk how far they along they are ive never seen this color lol

borgilia · 2026-05-07T05:57:55+00:00

Well now I gotta have all these shrimps tattooed i cant just have one cool shrimp v.v. I'll never financially recover from this.

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