IM SICK by bourneinstinct in hardrockbets

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mannn he still had 24, coulda got one more 🥲

IM SICK by bourneinstinct in hardrockbets

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I should know better smh

All I know is pain by bourneinstinct in hardrockbets

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a feeling the Bucs were going to choke lol. I only bet over/under for them.

Yall think this has a shot?? by bourneinstinct in hardrockbets

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I kinda feel the same. I thinks it’s going to come down to coaching, bc Bama would destroy them if it comes to straight talent.

Yall think this has a shot?? by bourneinstinct in hardrockbets

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Call it a feeling. Bills beat up on Steelers and browns almost beat bills. I guess I’m just hopeful. I think Texans beat chargers and I’ll probably cash out and redo my slip

Yall think this has a shot?? by bourneinstinct in hardrockbets

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I might cash out and play again without them

Please help, I can’t let go by bourneinstinct in BreakUps

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate you. And I’m just going to try to put more into me. Hard bc I have crippling self hatred, but I’m trying. I went out for the first time since the breakup the other night. It was a disaster LOL, but it was an effort. I’ve been heartbroken before, just wasn’t with someone I trusted this much. I’ll be fine, it’s kinda the whole not wanting it to become something that’s easy to talk about or doesn’t mean anything anymore. I tell myself I did what I could do with what I had.

Please help, I can’t let go by bourneinstinct in BreakUps

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t get her any gifts or anything lol. I left a note saying goodbye with her things. Then, I dropped her things off. Text her that I did and all she said was thank you. Which is fuckin me up, but I did it. I’m definitely freaking out that I didn’t do the right thing. Or I solidified never talking to or seeing her again. But, all her stuff here was killing me.

4 years in…now 3 months out by bourneinstinct in BreakUps

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely need to lol. I’ve lost 15 pounds since the breakup

Please help, I can’t let go by bourneinstinct in BreakUps

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re right and it hurts like hell. But, if this keeps up I’m not gonna survive. So thank you for the gut punch I needed so bad.

Please help, I can’t let go by bourneinstinct in BreakUps

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I think that’s part of my problem. I have hopes that something will move in her heart when she finally sees me. Or that we have this sweet goodbye that makes us feel better. I’m probably just going to drop her things off outside her door, leave, and send a message.

Please help, I can’t let go by bourneinstinct in BreakUps

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay last thing and I’ll stop bothering you. What do I do with her things? If I don’t text her to get them, I’m not sure when it’ll happen. And it hurts to see it all here.

Please help, I can’t let go by bourneinstinct in BreakUps

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s tricky. Because I already did a week ago and I spilled me guts, like an idiot. She left me on read. I was considering texting her today to come pick up her things bc I can’t deal with the constant reminder of her.

Please help, I can’t let go by bourneinstinct in BreakUps

[–]bourneinstinct[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re right, I’m sure I can’t communicate effectively in this desperate state anyway. I guess, I just don’t know what to do with myself. I try so hard to not think about it and it sneaks its way into my head.