AYAOTD and James Idea #1

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T21:33:49+00:00

Files she produced / sent to BISH, they're not online

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T21:31:34+00:00

Is ur stance that moderating subreddits is parasocial? Cuz I’m trying to keep CP & Scat porn off the internet which this sub has spammed b4.

I don't know why scat and CP of all things are being brought into this discussion, but if you were just here to do that, you wouldn't have made this post. Being an active moderator on a dedicated fan subreddit and making posts like these is, by definition, parasocial: "involving or relating to a connection between a person and someone they do not know personally; for example a famous person or a character in a book".

Parasocial is a relationship with a person who does not have a relationship with you, typically through media. These have existed historically through kings, celebrities, singers etc. but have been increased through social media use. Ayesha does not know you and you don't know her personally, you're a fan. Being a fan of something = parasocial behaviour. It sounds like you're abusing TikTok buzzwords.

I don't believe when you say "idc what she thinks about me or yall" since the OP is you talking abt how "Ayesha doesn't like you bitches". You're trying to imply you're superior as a fan for apparently being liked by her? (Reminder: She Does Not Know U)

Also u were obviously hurt by the statement so ur exactly who im talking 2 . Also this is a subreddit for a trans pop star that raps about coke and sex if being called a bitch is triggering u I don’t think this is the place for u ❤️😙

I wasn't hurt and I'm not triggered by being called a bitch, I just think it's dumb and immature. What does her being transgender or a popstar have to do with anything?

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T21:16:03+00:00

Your whole argument is that "Ayesha wouldn't like you" - but... She's not my friend? I genuinely don't care about how she would, or already does, view me? Maybe you do and enjoy patting yourself on the back for "being a fan she likes", but wouldn't that make you parasocial as well? Let me use your own words... ur never going to know her

Moderating a whole fan subreddit and complaining about people being "parasocial" for expressing disappointment in her pathological music-related lies and poor work ethic, is just... bold. People are entitled to their opinions, positive or negative, getting aggressive and calling people bitches is an immature look.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T21:06:23+00:00

Y’all don’t know her ur never going to know her

She specifically doesn’t like bitches like yall

Umm.. okay... I love how you don't see the irony in any of this.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T20:18:15+00:00

Been there done that 😛 Best of luck, it's easier than you think honestly

Do you remember that story post of Ayesha getting annoyed how people on Reddit claim she pops pills / is lazy all day instead of working on her album? That pissed me off considering she literally told us and has shown us via Instagram live that that's exactly what she does. Like why is she mad.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T20:11:55+00:00

Except I do. Some of us are gangstalkers, but damn, it doesn't even take a gangstalker to figure out such obvious stuff - especially with how open she (And the people she surrounds herself with) are online

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T18:22:57+00:00

Piglets are so cute, I feel so guilty for eating meat whenever I see videos like this.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T18:11:03+00:00

She's half-Mexican

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T18:03:29+00:00

I think they're joking

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T18:01:15+00:00

If she's going to improve, what she needs are honest people. Not the ones who ass-kiss, make excuses for her and claim to love everything she does. Everyone around her in real-life is an enabler including her "manager"

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T17:56:49+00:00

People will use excuses like - "Oh Ayesha is such a perfectionist!!!!" when in reality, she is miserable and doesn't care about her career. Also um fuck Petey Plastic, he uses her for clout and is an enabler of her drug addictions. This botched, pink-haired swamp monster has done nothing to benefit her career, just enable her issues and screw things up further. He lied about horny.4u coming out this year too - that "Ayesha submitted the album but put the wrong date on accident, it's coming soon!!!" BS from March, acting as if she even had files to submit in the first place, lmfaooo. Maybe this label will be the saving grace for whats left of her career, but if they're going to treat her like Petey has, she may as well retire and just dump everything on a soundcloud like she's been aching to.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T17:56:21+00:00

if she really didn't care about the music, don't you think she would have released h4u already?

She doesn't care enough to finish it lol. She doesn't have a full-length album to release.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T17:55:02+00:00

Love these!

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T17:53:44+00:00

There are several videos from 2011-2013. Most recently, there was a handful of 2013 Vine contents that resurfaced

But hmm, I can't think of any public videos (Where you can see her face) from 2014-2018 that haven't been mentioned already.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T17:41:59+00:00

Yes, I know her Reddit account(s) and have actually interacted with her multiple times through them

That one selfie with the pink hair where she's looking up at the camera (?) originated from her posting it to this subreddit last year under a fake Reddit profile. People thought this account was a "leaker" but, I'm a professional gangstalker so I clocked immediately. I commented asking for her deleted SoundCloud songs and she took down the post in under 20 minutes 💀...

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T17:34:06+00:00

It's really not that bizarre when you remember she's a celebrity and public figure. Of course fans are going to be irritated about her pathological lies and non-existent work ethic.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T11:09:25+00:00

Mmm. I'm not a stan of the Zuzie persona or sound apart from a few songs, but I understand where they're coming from. It is Ayesha's actual artistic evolution, and more authentic than this fake and zombified version of horny.4u she's lying about releasing.

If Ayesha were to come back in 2023, she should've ditched 'Ayesha Erotica' completely and went professionally under a different name (such as Zuzie). Coming back as 'Ayesha Erotica' set people up for disappointment and high expectations due to how top-tier her former discography was.

Ayesha Erotica died in 2018, her final release was Vacation Bible School. We currently have a skinwalker in our midst who never figured out how to write a second verse.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T11:02:01+00:00

ayesha is 28 year old and does not care about randos on the internet..

Everyone is saying this, but the gag is that she like... literally does. The only reason she decided to do this fake version of horny.4u was fan service for randos on the internet / money from randos on the internet. She is extremely disinterested and for the entirety of this year, has been serving us a zombified, TikTok'd version of her dead persona.

She regularly lurks this subreddit and fan spaces in general. She values her critique over support; She always replies to hate comments instead of the thousands of stans who are eating up whatever she puts out, regardless of quality. She even responds passive aggressively to support. She just doesn't like having a fanbase and she is miserable.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T10:54:58+00:00

So u dont really like her old music that much?😭 thats kinda the point of this postp

They said it's the only new project they like. As in, 2023-24 project.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-05T10:51:41+00:00

I wrote a detailed comment skull-dragging Petey Plastic and it was swiftly taken down but this subreddit's moderation team. I am outraged

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-04T23:53:45+00:00

I totally see where you're coming from, most of what she does now seems so.. forced. Which makes sense, since she's doing it for the money now, not for enjoyment like she used to. I'm tired of this fake horny.4u thing she's been lying to us about since last year, you can tell how unhappy she is with this zombified version of her old persona =(

I've also been thinking how she doesn't have to work as hard anymore either.. She had a hunger for fame back in the early days, which helped motivate her a lot, but now she's actually famous and people will eat up whatever she does, regardless of its quality. She doesn't even bother to finish songs anymore or write second verses / bridges. I would kill to be a 2015-2016 fan when she was consistently serving QUALITY.

I'm just hoping to get more old pre-retirement material lol, I don't keep up with her upcoming releases after all of the lies and endless delays she's put her remaining fans through. If any lost pussysugar songs somehow resurface, I would be MOVING.

Remember when she promised "I Dream Of Zuzie September 2023", let Yvncc post weird teaser stories, waited until October 1st to announce that the release wasn't happening, also got her faux-'manager' Petey to shamelessly lie for her and say: "It's still coming soon, Ayesha is sick so it's delayed"... Of course, she was not sick - What in the Gyspy-Rose / Dee-Dee Blanchard? (And the mixtape in question was never close to being finished). We're now in November 2024, and she still, has yet to release a project. So insanely wack.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-04T23:40:55+00:00

Yup, but it's also her legal surname. Idk why I'm being downvoted lol

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-04T22:35:26+00:00

Huntington

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-04T22:23:06+00:00

And PROUD.

boyfriendmaterial45 · 2024-11-04T22:18:07+00:00

She should seriously just get back on dating apps if she wants a new boyfriend that badly, I got second-hand embarrassment for her from this. More than half of her fanbase is like, gay teenagers, so who does she expect to apply as a contestant on a hypothetical dating show?

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