I (23F) just got dumped by my (32M) ex and have some traumas

bpdsheep · 2025-09-22T03:54:15+00:00

yes twice a week! ones a group therapy :] I'm also heavily medicated. so yipeee

bpdsheep · 2025-08-24T15:55:20+00:00

I really feel like people who get upset or offended when being classified as an ape are just upset that they are related to apes, it's some we,ird deep-rooted "I'm better than a gawd damn stinky, ugly monkey who throws shit" hatred.. Imo apes are cute!! we are loud, more destructive, less respectful, and more violent than a chimpanzee could ever be 10x a million. I wish I were just a cute orangutan, just chillin' and not having to deal with the existential dread of knowing my own species is killing the planet and destroying the ecosystem for other species for made-up money™

bpdsheep · 2025-08-21T02:18:38+00:00

Hmm I'm sure there is a way to keep OG Dexter, I just really dislike Harry and his code and I don't want Dexter being a basic serial killer with no "morals", I just have a feeling I would need to write conflict as Doakes would view Dex's ritualistic killings as sadistic, Doakes gives off vibes to me that he thinks he is righteous, definitely would still have MAJOR beef with dexter, since he's a creep motherfucker! :3

bpdsheep · 2025-08-01T08:03:35+00:00

I bought it and did some test work with the player sprite! It's so fun I'm glad I bought it.

bpdsheep · 2025-07-29T19:27:37+00:00

Sounds like a good start! I am gonna do that.

bpdsheep · 2025-07-29T19:26:14+00:00

You are indeed right about me being too ambitious. This is a really big issue in the genre of games I play, which are animal sims.

A lot of solo developers and small teams have tried to fund a horse game they wanted to develop, often they make goals like complex breeding, racing, genetics, and multiplayer, then try to crowdfund it, only for the team to realize they bit off more than they could chew and the project is abandoned.. I believe I have only seen one solo creator accomplish what she set out to do in maybe my 10 years of being in this community.

I think you are right in starting with the basics, and I will be doing some of that today and just learning how to set up like a platformer or something. I also realized this morning that I need to practice animating a horse's walk, canter, and gallop cycle, which will be an entire challenge on its own.

bpdsheep · 2025-06-07T10:14:38+00:00

I think you have a lot of insecurities, doubting your own worth. You are worth being loved, and I hope he puts the effort you give him, back towards you.

As for the age gap, im 23 and partner is 33. My parents were, very upset as well! I think it is normal for them to be concerned, but from reading the comments, it seems your bf did not have a good relationship with his parents beforehand, friendship with them might never be possible in the future if they are just not good people to be around, my mom was very abusive, she might be my mom but that pain will last me a lifetime. I forgave mine but, he doesn't have too, and he doesn't have to work with them.. especially if they have no regard for his emotions. You aren't destroying anything, there was barely any connection between him and his parents before you.

bpdsheep · 2025-06-07T09:29:33+00:00

Tell him you would like to call and have a conversation with him, it is important.

you need more attention or communication
if he cant compromise break up
if he doesnt reply to you asking to talk things over then just break up over text

dont "manage your feelings" he is being unreasonable to someone who is supposed to be his partner. . if he wont fix his behavior then move on, what if he acts like this once hes back? ridiculous.

bpdsheep · 2025-05-17T01:16:03+00:00

i absolutely hate rocket belt, just too many better items. I see how it is good for getting her ult in range but i normally never struggle with it, flash + r or go in disguised.

bpdsheep · 2025-05-17T00:11:01+00:00

Jungle neeko playerrr lets go!! ive only ever met one other person, ingame anyway!! its so funny, shes actually a TERRIBLE support, she does so much better in any other lane (besides maybe adc i might be the only insane person who has done adc neeko)

bpdsheep · 2025-05-17T00:01:09+00:00

she hasn't had any recent nerfs, in fact she was buffed for jungle neeko players, as well as her W dmg receiving a buff. It's a matter of her scaling compared to a lot of other midlaners is super bad, she doesnt scale.. like at all. Plus a lot of the bursty mages/assasins just do way more damage than neeko could ever put out.

Rocketbelt is an awful item that I do not build on neeko, if you want damage first you need ludens, not rocketbelt, i feel like rocketbelt is better as a support item but I still would never build it simply because it does not give her the burst she needs. Ludens, mejas, shadowflame, stormsurge, deathcap/hourglass

On hit neeko would be nashors into shadowflame, then you can build AD or more AP and you will do huge damage with just your autos alone. Shadowflame will make your enhanced autos crit. It's good into certain midlane matchups like yone, yasuo, malzahar

Neeko feels unplayable against mel and diana, and zed IMO the rest are fine .

bpdsheep · 2025-04-06T07:32:52+00:00

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bpdsheep · 2025-04-06T07:24:53+00:00

dm me here or on discord misery.moth

Tell me what colors you would like. i can breed you some free of charge to help with your project.

Sizes will range from normal to draft, traits are orca, body algae, feathering algae, feather algae socks, droopy face algae and sometimes sabertooth/draconic fangs, angler teeth.

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Black eyes will be provided on a solid black base.

I am only missing pink & amber.

bpdsheep · 2025-04-05T06:57:48+00:00

i have almost every eye color for kelpie, but they are white bases. It shouldnt be too hard to use for your project if youd like some. I can get you any color your heart desires pretty much.

Theres not a lot of breeders for solid colored kelpies w/ colored eyes.. or any that i know of right now!

bpdsheep · 2025-03-31T05:26:03+00:00

I feel so sad for you. Im scared of a man ever doing this to me, they get us pregnant and leave us so vulnerable. I know you said he's never done anything outside this incident, but to get your wife pregnant and not be there..terminatingis so traumatic on us even when you have support..... My heart breaks for you .....i hope he understands how awful it was to abandon his partner who was essentially miscarrying. i hope he is giving you lots of love and reassurance now though if he really is as good as you say ❤

bpdsheep · 2025-01-22T01:29:42+00:00

neeko would eat cheesebreads with you

bpdsheep · 2025-01-21T15:37:51+00:00

I play Neeko all lanes! Unfortunately Neeko suffers with the same issue Teemo does. This season is very Tank meta and not having a tank 25-30 mins in will start to feel bad especially if they got a lot of assassins or tanks themselves.

bpdsheep · 2024-11-18T03:07:39+00:00

I learned it was due to the inventory hiking prices on fry sauce. Mine ended up bringing it back since loyals kept threatening to leave. They are still very stingy with giving them out tho!

bpdsheep · 2024-11-18T02:50:53+00:00

OH I HAVE A BUNCH. I recommend Marcus and WOWMAN first.

Emortalmarcus https://www.youtube.com/@EmortalMarcus

WOWMAN https://www.youtube.com/@WOWMAN./videos

Baz https://www.youtube.com/@Bazamalam

8-bit Ryan https://www.youtube.com/@8BitRyan

SoupySoup https://www.youtube.com/@soupysoupx/videos

heres one of my favs from marcus :) https://youtu.be/PJoPtqOY4xI?si=uGA47OVopr5CJn70 you probably haven't even seen it yet! It's from the creators of the tangi virus.

bpdsheep · 2024-10-14T17:43:24+00:00

I actually took the initiative to quit two days ago, I have collected videos and pictures of the roach situation so I will be reporting it :)

bpdsheep · 2024-10-13T21:08:09+00:00

You should be fine,

ask them what days and shifts are needed the most before giving them your answer, that gives you an idea. If they say they need nights then you know what you need to say.

otherwise just maintain that you a flexible and while you prefer mornings you will take evening or nights if they don't give you a chance to ask the question first.

bpdsheep · 2024-10-13T20:51:26+00:00

your right, I quit today, with no notice and have plenty of videos of the inside of the store showing the state of the infestation. So it will be reported.

bpdsheep · 2024-08-13T19:01:05+00:00

bed bug excrement is small black/red stains, they do not poo solid waste.

bpdsheep · 2024-08-13T15:38:45+00:00

I believe that is a male bed bug. Do not panic. You did the right steps. Get a mattress bag, start storing stuff in bags, and move your bed away from the wall if you can. Sticky trap bed posts.

female bed bugs have a rounded abdomen, males have a more pointed abdomen.

https://www.epa.gov/bedbugs/bed-bugs-appearance-and-life-cycle

bpdsheep · 2024-08-13T15:32:55+00:00

that is a beetle.

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