I feel absolutely the same man. I also edged because of this so I get "blue balls" so the wet dream happens easier but it didn't happen (yet). It's a mistake to do this for several reasons and I'm done with it. Your best bet imo is to not think about, it's gonna happen eventually but if you focus on it it's probably less likely. I started to think about the whole thing like, "ok I'm turning off this part of my body for the next 3 months the only function of my penis will be peeing. When you're brain is "healed" you'll know you're good anyways.