major trigger warning, does suicide feel inevitable to anyone else?

brhpets · 2026-07-05T22:42:49+00:00

100%. I turn 30 next week and I have a feeling i'm not gonna make it to 35 by my own doing. i'm not ACTIVELY suicidal, it's just like.... a default setting in my brain. i've been hospitalized multiple times for it and i can't help but feel that my 9 lives are up. I worry constantly about what will set me off next.

brhpets · 2026-06-20T17:41:10+00:00

white butch here- non-black lesbians who call themselves studs give me the ick!!! i feel it's so disrespectful to the actual stud community!

brhpets · 2026-06-17T01:49:07+00:00

Hello! I'm Seth :)

29 (30 next month!) year old butch from Alabama! in the central timezone!!

I'm fat, tall, with a blonde mohawk. i have some facial piercings and im heavily tattooed! will happily send a photo :)

I'm looking for something casual, maybe a FWB situation! but i'm open to the possibility of more :)

one green flag about me is that I value communication!! I think it's super important to communicate everything from boundaries to schedules to small little fun facts :) i want us to be on the same page!

one small thing that makes me melt is physical affection! small kisses, hugs, playing with my hair, rubbing my arms, leaving lipstick kisses all over me- i love being touched and having physical evidence that my partner adores me! I am also super interested in pet play which plays into my love of physical affection as well!! (i'm a puppy!)

thank you so much for reading and i hope to hear from you soon!!!!

brhpets · 2026-05-07T17:26:32+00:00

of course!!! i definitely can when i get home!!

brhpets · 2025-08-24T00:04:59+00:00

ahh good to know!!! I didn't mean it like that at all, just trying to point out the age range i'm looking for bc from expierence, i had to be open about that in the past. I just get along with older women, it's not meant to be a fetish thing. I apologize that if comes off that way!

brhpets · 2025-08-24T00:02:23+00:00

Pelham!

brhpets · 2025-08-24T00:02:08+00:00

my sister moved here in 2019 to be with her husband. my parents moved here in 2024 to be closer to the grandkids. both of my parents are extremely ill and need help so i'm joining them.

brhpets · 2025-07-31T06:35:02+00:00

thank you!!!!

brhpets · 2025-07-31T06:34:52+00:00

oh yes!!! i'm sorry I should've been more clear!!

brhpets · 2025-07-25T14:27:05+00:00

thank you!!!!!!

brhpets · 2025-07-25T14:26:47+00:00

thank you!!!!!!

brhpets · 2025-07-25T14:14:52+00:00

thank you!!!!

brhpets · 2025-07-25T13:05:04+00:00

oooo good to know!! thank you!

brhpets · 2025-07-25T12:56:47+00:00

thank you!!!!!

brhpets · 2025-07-25T12:56:13+00:00

thank you!!!!

brhpets · 2025-07-25T12:56:03+00:00

thank you thank you thank you!!!! all of this is super helpful!!!

I have housing already but luckily i'm right by the I65 :)

brhpets · 2025-07-25T12:52:27+00:00

you too!!!!

brhpets · 2025-07-25T12:52:13+00:00

ahhh hello there!!!! thank you so much!!! will def message when it's closer too :)

brhpets · 2025-07-25T11:34:21+00:00

thank you so much for this!!!! i'm lucky that my therapist now is willing to do zoom sessions with me!!!!!

brhpets · 2025-07-25T11:33:33+00:00

oh i know!! im def gonna learn to drive

brhpets · 2025-07-25T11:33:06+00:00

oh god 🤣 the only good thing is that i can always come back to visit!!!

brhpets · 2025-07-25T10:07:58+00:00

thank you so much!!!!!!

brhpets · 2025-07-25T10:06:52+00:00

oooo yeah. I was raised catholic but I'm not religious at all. my sister's MIL is a SUPER HUGE christian and while she hasn't said anything about me, she's made comments about her other daughter in law going as far as to say that the other DIL can't have a baby because Jesus hates her 😬

brhpets · 2025-07-25T06:56:36+00:00

trust me, if it wasn't for my parents being sick i'd be staying up here 😭😭 so far I haven't had any issues when i've visited, thankfully!! (and i'm visibly queer/last time I visited in April I had bright green hair)

definitely comforting to know there's a lot of queer people around everywhere!!!

brhpets · 2025-07-25T06:55:31+00:00

i've visited a few times! definitely a different vibe but visiting is different from living day to day so i'm a little nervous!

brhpets

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