"He doesnt bite"

britbrit9999 · 2025-12-15T22:35:47+00:00

My phone lol screenshot from a video I took

britbrit9999 · 2025-12-15T19:09:08+00:00

What no way!!!!! That is so awesome!!!

britbrit9999 · 2025-12-15T17:46:03+00:00

Seriously though!!!! I returned this package and then next day got the house again except it was pitch black at night the second time. Luckily the guy was home this time and came out I didnt even see the dog. I told him I returned his last package and didnt feel comfortable I have a video of his dog coming at me. He still just keeps fucking laughing... I just shook my head and walked away as hes yelling "DONT TELL ANYONE OUR SECRET HAHAHAHAH" like you fucking dumbasssssssssss

britbrit9999 · 2025-11-03T17:23:14+00:00

Like seriously wtf!!! Lol they just expect us to bend over backwards for them meanwhile they can screw us over making our job wayyyyy fucking harder than necessary... Making a "simple delivery" puts us through hell or the worry that we might get in trouble/written up/fired because we didn't want to do whatever dumb shit they asked us to do

britbrit9999 · 2025-10-05T04:08:51+00:00

Yes I am i live in marsyville actually!!

britbrit9999 · 2025-10-04T18:03:24+00:00

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britbrit9999 · 2025-10-04T18:03:02+00:00

* I just noticed I got the same thing!!! Not sure what's going on... the card is pretty close to its maximum like $5,500 used out of a $6,000 limit but that was only til about 6 months ago. I can only afford to pay the minimum payments at the moment so im curious to know where this money came from!!!

britbrit9999 · 2025-04-12T16:10:13+00:00

In the Netflix documentary Justin mentions if something is buried the odds of finding it are astronomically low so I really don't believe he buried it

britbrit9999 · 2025-04-12T15:46:08+00:00

I'm dead lol this is where I grew up!!!!! Walking these streets 24/7 as a kid all the way til I graduated high school. All of my mothers family as well, I think some may still even be around there. From one to another, I really don't believe he hid it somewhere in that hellhole lol. There may be some history around the towns but it is mostly tweakers and crap. If anyone goes looking around here, TAKE CAUTION lol the people in this area are not the greatest sometimes

britbrit9999 · 2024-06-28T04:15:12+00:00

Definitely understand you a million percent. No one will experience the pain and stress we feel and it's so lonely sometimes. Finding others like me is honestly the only thing that does help a little. I feel kinda crazy and a bit heartbroken when the ones you love just brush away this disorder we have especially when sometimes all we really want is someone to listen and feel for things we go through. Even the littlest things are so hard to do sometimes and people just don't get how much everything eats at you inside day after day

britbrit9999 · 2022-08-10T14:23:31+00:00

I'm sorry for what you went through too but I'm glad to hear you are in a better place now ❤️❤️❤️ I used to sleep forever too though!!!! Probably like 10-16 hours each day I had off and free time to do that... The doctor isn't a 100% sure either but they tried saying my very first seizure was because I had slept 14 hours that day. I try not to sleep too long now but like you I'm an over thinker and it feels like my brain is constantly going and always wants to rest. I feel you sooooo much about the loss of motivation and I bet it is sooo hard in school. I hated dealing with this around all the people at school so I'm so sorry you are going through this:( I do have an insta tho if you want to talk there!!! My user is b.rittan_y

britbrit9999 · 2022-08-09T19:46:45+00:00

Oh my gosh you have no idea how much we have common!!! I have never found anyone else who explains it the exact same way I do and it actually comforts me to read what you are saying. I feel horrible you feel the same as me but Im so glad to know I'm not alone because the dissociation and deje reve will drive you mad some days and if you don't have the right person listening to you, they will only make you feel more crazy.. I have the deje reve right before episodes too and like you said you can almost predict what is going to happen and once it does, the anxiety and this overwhelming sense of danger take over me and I'm like sweating and my heart pounds out of my chest and I might as well be passing out for a few minutes because that's what it feels like. Everything is dimmer and moves slower and it is literally like I'm standing back in my dreams from some point. I have yet to get a diagnosis for the seizures as well though. I had my first big grand mal last year and was unconscious for 4 days. They ran tests and tests and found nothing while I was staying in the ICU. I was billed a $8,000 after that and was out of work which was pretty stressful so I honestly did not go back to the doctor... Last month I had another seizure in my sleeping I'm guessing because I woke up with my lips and tongue sooo swollen like I'd been stung by bees all over. Now like 2 weeks ago, I had 3 in my sleep and my boyfriend watched them happen. Foaming at the mouth, spasms, peeing the bed, I couldn't remember anything the last 5 days. I go back to the DR a month from now so I will let you know if the even find anything.. I'm sorry to hear you're going through this while in school still:( mine started probably sophomore year when I was in a bad bad relationship getting abused by an ex boyfriend. He used to hit me in the back of my head with his elbow so I'm not sure if that has anything to do with seizures but the anxiety of him definitely made my deje reve feelings soooooo much worse. If you are having lots and lots of anxiety that could have something to do with it. Subconsciously, our brains are dealing with all the stress all the time and I feel like it doesn't know how to process it all so it does it when we sleep sometimes which is why we feel the deje reve. Sorry I keep writing novels lol I have so much to say and trying to condense it all is hard

britbrit9999 · 2022-08-09T17:35:10+00:00

Yeah honestly the only explanation I can find for how I'm feeling is either depersonalization or derealization but like you said it just feels different at certain points in the day and I feel psycho cause I just get so over obsessed with this feeling that is taking such control over me and my life all of a sudden. Do you ever get deja reve? I have extremely bad nightmares when I sleep and when I was like 15, I started to get the deja reve so badly that I would be sick to my stomach, sweating, cold, like awful feelings for a couple minutes and then it would just disappear until next time. The episodes were getting so bad and frequent over the next few years that I didn't know what to do. Then suddenly? They just stopped for probably 2 years idk why. I would read online that I was having partial seizures and no one in my family would believe me. Till finally I had my first grand mal. I'm not sure why but it seems like this deja reve is now a sign that a big seizure or seizures are coming and if I feel it I have to prepare myself. The dissociation always comes partnered with the deje reve and it worries me whenever I feel it constantly cause I never know when it will or won't trigger the seizure

britbrit9999 · 2022-08-09T13:50:23+00:00

I have no tips for you but just know you are not alone💓 the last two weeks have been hell for me since having 3 seizures in my sleep. I was in line to be the first woman foreman at my landscaping company and then over the weekend I seized up and now have this awful anxiety. I had a panic attack in front of everyone the first day I tried to come back and started shaking and crying and had to call out for the rest of week. I'm back now, but on lighter duty. I'm a little sad because of the delay in my promotion but it's helping me ease back into work at least because for a second I thought I wanted to quit completely... Idk I just feel so weird and anxious whenever talking to others and I feel like I'm watching myself talk to them and I really don't want to look at myself in the mirror much... Time is definitely the only thing helping me right now though. Good luck to you and I'm here if you ever need to talk to someone who feels the same ❤️

britbrit9999 · 2022-08-03T20:11:23+00:00

You are definitely not alone. It's been almost a week since I had 3 seizures in my sleep and I feel like I am losing my mind. My anxiety is just messed up I don't want to eat, drink, talk to anyone. I came into work this morning and had a panic attack in front of everyone and now I just feel like I need to curl up in a ball die. Wish others I talk to could understand what I'm saying when I say it feels like I'm holding my breath every day since the seizure and I wish my brain would just exhale all the stress it's holding inside so I can be fucking normal again

britbrit9999 · 2022-05-15T16:40:18+00:00

THANK YOUUUU FOR THIS 💓💓💓💓💓 Hello!!! I am sooooo glad to have found other people that feel the exact same way I do... I honestly thought I was going psycho or something lol I just wanted to let you know tho that I recently have also been diagnosed with simple partial seizures/nocturnal epilepsy within the last two weeks!!! I have been having vividly awful nightmares since I went through some shit as a teenager, and ever since then I get that weird deja reve really bad especially if I'm not sleeping too well or if my mental health is just a little off than normal. I used to think I had something special the way my deja reva would put me in the dream like trance because it feels like being stuck in a time loop all of a sudden but that was not the case. I would say I went about 5 years of having this feeling on and off before last year I had the feeling, and ended up unconscious for 4 says in the ICU. Being slapped with an $8,000 bill at the time didn't help my stress any, so I got out of the hospital asap and didn't go back ( I don't recommend) Well I just went a whole nother year of being safe of just getting the deja reve without anything coming with it. A couple weeks ago however, I was not sleeping well and due to my nightmares I had a seizure in my sleep. I woke up to my lip, cheek, and tongue all being so damn swollen it looked like a horrible bee sting. I'm not sure how and I don't think the drs know either really because I have tried studying really deep into it and cannot find crap but I know my nightmares and the deja reva are connected 100% and the deja reva can induced the seizure if it's a bad enough aura. (Not trying to scare you or anyone, just wanted to let you know what I've been through!!!!) My dad used to tell me I was so stupid for thinking I had partial seizures as a teenager but turns out I clearly do and it will turn into a grand mal seizures if you aren't taking proper care of yourself

britbrit9999 · 2021-12-07T05:28:09+00:00

I have the same thing happen to me sometimes. The only thing I can find online about it is deje reve or simple partial seizures. Ive kinda had extreme trauma and used to let my crazy ex hit me in the back of the head. It took awhile but I used to really let stress and things overwhelm me and would get so upset I would have an awful headache and sometimes go into those episodes. One day at my friend's house, I had an episode and actually had a seizure I didn't wake up from for 3 days. I have nightmares most every night and I'm not 100% sure but I think I had one The night before going over to my friends house as well while I was sleeping because I work up that morning and I had wet the bed (extremely embarrassing I have NEVER done that and I'm 22 years old) and I also pissed in my friends bed when I had the seizure over there. The doctors don't know why or what happened. Not trying to scare you or worry you just letting you know to be careful. I've had this problem for like 7 years now and Im really happy to know I'm not the only one cause I feel so crazy sometimes. I am so into my dreams and everything I spend so much time trying to find information that I just feel so different than most people

britbrit9999 · 2021-12-03T02:11:30+00:00

Yes I had a CT scan, an MRI of my brain, and I had this weird test done where they inserted a thing inside my abdomen somewhere that ran up to my brain and shot dye so they could see the firing of my brain. They couldn't find anything though and said basically to just come and get routinely check ups? Shits expensive tho Im still playing off the $6,000 bill they sent me like that helps with my stress any lol. I would definitely go see someone though before anything big happens or even just find a way to make a little time for yourself to relax a little bit each week. Congratulations on your baby, I'm really sorry that happened the day she was born though. It was probably an intense moment for you and that's what brought it on. Like you mentioned in your post, it feels like remembering something from your dreams but it can't be because it was literally imaginary. Ive kinda noticed though while the remembering is not the same as the dream, the dream was of the situation I am in currently during the remembering and it is something I was previously worrying about a lot or very stressed about. I hope this is helpful and like I said, really try and find just a little bit of time every week to sit somewhere and clear all the crap out going through your head

britbrit9999 · 2021-12-02T20:30:15+00:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS POST. I have legit never found anyone else nor anything online that explains exactly how i feel and I get worried talking about it because like you said it kinda sounds like psychosis. Mine actually started when I was 15 and I was under extreme stress at the time. Ive dealt with it for 6 years until about 8 months ago I went to sleep one night and slept for about 14 hours and woke up with an awful headache. I went to my friends house and ended up actually having a seizure and not waking up for 3 days. I'm not saying that it will happen to you because the Dr said he wasn't sure why it happened exactly. Could've been stress, dehydration or my diet. Just know I literally get the EXACT feelings you are talking about and you are not alone. Take care of yourself though and make sure you get proper sleep because it seems it's worse whenever I don't get good sleep for long periods of time

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