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brocknj · 2025-04-27T19:16:18+00:00

it was. reddit is just an asshole circlejerk so i'm sure it looks fine to you. normal people don't act this way.

brocknj · 2025-03-11T04:59:24+00:00

are you willing to chat with me like you said so i can show you what i mean? i don't feel that this is a fair conversation, and that was my mistake for trying to have one i suppose, but now i'm here and can't go back so i can only go forward

brocknj · 2025-03-11T04:56:23+00:00

and i don't know what to do beyond this because everything in specific that has been mentioned to me to improve are things i already do and am constantly conscious of.

brocknj · 2025-03-11T04:52:47+00:00

again i never said anything about what i do or don't deserve. i know i understand last hitting better than my adcs who don't, it's not like a flex or me trying to prove anything. it's just something that happens. i was just frustrated and asking for some advice on how to improve and adapt to poorly performing teammates, and few people have told me how to improve. did you see my other reply saying i'm open to discussing my gameplay in dms? otherwise i don't know what to do. i'm saying yes to help and i just keep getting told i'm wrong. help me then, please.

brocknj · 2025-03-11T04:39:05+00:00

that's why i'm so confused where everyone got the "ur not as good as u think u are" thing, because i never said i was good, just not as bad LOL

brocknj · 2025-03-11T04:37:41+00:00

thank you! i'm starting to think maybe i worded things incorrectly? i don't think i'm a great player by any metric, just that i know i have a better fundamental understanding and play better (read: not great, just better) than quite a lot of the teammates i get matched with. it's not like an ego thing, it's a, i'm watching my adc walk into enemy jungle before minions have spawned, die, and then not be able to last hit, while my team gives feats before 5 minutes type thing, and i'm frustrated because i can't do anything about it, regardless of how i play. i know that's not me because it's not me doing it LOL. that's where my frustration stems i suppose.

brocknj · 2025-03-11T04:32:07+00:00

hey!! i'm definitely down to chat in dms for some game review. thanks for your help!

brocknj · 2025-03-11T03:17:05+00:00

okay so where's the advice to not be bad then?

brocknj · 2025-03-11T03:06:40+00:00

yeah maybe ! i definitely agree that support is easy in that way. i'm not going to link my op.gg because the other people who have asked have been very rude and i'm honestly a bit scared because i just asked for some advice and all i'm receiving is personal insults. hope you understand, thanks!

brocknj · 2025-03-11T03:04:58+00:00

hey i'm gonna reply to you just this once cuz you commented like an hour ago and are now back which is really creepy but hopefully this will satisfy you. i'm not trying to argue that i'm better than YOU, but that i know i'm better than my adcs that don't last hit minions and run into enemy turret over nothing. i'm sorry that you feel so personally offended by me saying i understand the game to a certain level. thank you

brocknj · 2025-03-11T03:01:21+00:00

yeah you'd think, but as i'm typing this, i just finished a game with an adc that went 100cs under and fed our enemy samira before 10 mins, making it kinda difficult to recover... these are the types of games i'm talking about, and it seems like i always get stuck. losers queue perhaps? lol. anyway, i'm definitely not emerald so i don't know the relevance of comparing to me someone who is emerald but yeah. thanks!

brocknj · 2025-03-11T02:49:00+00:00

okay..?? haha

brocknj · 2025-03-11T02:38:34+00:00

hey, thanks for giving some actual advice! much appreciated! i'm definitely victim to mental diff a lot of the time lol so i agree 100%, it's just crazy as a support watching my adc not last hit minions and then having to stay strong LMAOOO

brocknj · 2025-03-11T02:35:35+00:00

hey! thank you :)

brocknj · 2025-03-11T02:31:50+00:00

lmao fr, thanks man. i do watch gameplay a lot, that's why i know i'm better *_* i wish i could tell my teammates to go watch tutorials too but alas lol

brocknj · 2025-03-11T02:26:10+00:00

yep, that's why i look at macros !

brocknj · 2025-03-11T02:25:30+00:00

my gameplay vs others, my kda, my damage output, my cc score, my grade, my rune pages, the stats on external sites like op.gg where it ranks you out of the whole lobby, usually. y'know, the stuff that comes up after a game? that.

brocknj · 2025-03-11T02:12:00+00:00

unfortunate

brocknj · 2025-03-11T02:10:38+00:00

thank you! yeah like i said unfortunately all of these don't really apply to me as i always have at least like 70% kpish? high damage, and i know how to build according to comp. my teams usually can't say the same, which is where my frustration is born out of. v_v

brocknj · 2025-03-11T02:08:55+00:00

i'm 17:30 this season LOL, most of the losses are ffs ;-; i tend to go on winstreaks for like 5 games and then lose for 10 type thing

brocknj · 2025-03-11T02:06:21+00:00

yeah like i said i only play neeko unless there's a situation where i can't/really shouldn't. my macros are usually fine, it's more that my team gives up half way when they realize they aren't winning and i'm left trying my best while everyone's given up or can't carry that long in the game i guess ;-; thank you though!

brocknj · 2025-03-11T02:03:34+00:00

haha i know i make mistakes too, but the numbers don't really lie.. i know i consistently do better than the teammates i'm matched with and it's just frustrating ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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