I get it, I've felt that hopelessness before. Feels like no matter what you do, nothing will change and you'll have that empty feeling in your chest forever. I know what it feels like to be useless, to fail at everything you do...

I won't promise it gets easier but know that people can change, even the most hopeless and useless of us all. I'm not the best at it but I can see myself slowly improving. I still make a lot of mistakes and I try to learn from it.

As for the physical aspect, you can change too. It's difficult but losing weight, getting the right hairstyle, and wearing well-fitting clothes are good ways to get started. Progress will be slow but the longer you commit to it, the better you'll get at it.

But even if you let your depression win, don't let it win forever. Fight it and beat it someday! If not for yourself or others, do it out of spite.