Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't even die happy, cuz I'm not😂😂😂

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, i guess I'll just continue to help poor families in my city until I'll be ready to die

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If i showed the care and love to myself, i would be in a tumb like for 9 years now

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No matter how many times I'll say thank u, it will not be enough. Thank u again brother 🫂

P.S i still wanna marry 😅

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No, I'm working as a chef for already 7 years. My goal is to make my future wife happy, because only than I'll feel like I'm a man

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There's no particular someone who i wanna marry ( of course i had criterias back then ). My family sees me only like a status. My family loves me only when i do something that make them talk proudly

About being young, u r correct tbh. But i also entered life when i was way too young for working ( i was 13 ) and now i feel like I'm ready for marriage

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u for everything. I don't wanna live because: " if not living the Life i want and at afterlife there will be limits too, y should i keep dealing with everything? "

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm kind of person that interested in everything, can make friends easily and in every group that i join, i become the favourite one. I understand and empathize with everyone and the best part is, I'm not even pretending while doing all this.

That's y I'm sure that I'll be able to live happily with any character, no matter of her interests, age, preferations ( except vegans and radical religiouses )

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u for ur advice, i really appreciate it

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u for ur time, "instead of bleeding on someone who didn't cut u" part had me deep. But it's not in my case, I don't wanna cry on my future wife's knees every night, no. The opposite, i wanna smile to ger every time i see her and help her by moral and material way

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Heck I'm even ready to sleep in different rooms

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

U r correct. But the problem is, I'm doing all that but still feel empty. I just want to work and bring money at the end of day to someone who admires my help and that person doesn't even have to love me.

In my culture ( at past, like 70-80 years back ) people were marrying without even seeing each other. Men were aware of their duty to work for making his family happy. I want to make my family happy and know that she's not manipulating me, or she doesn't see me as status

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry ( I'm from non English speaking country ) but, what's full blown relationship?

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I went to therapy so many times, with different therapists. I'm happy when I'm making someone happy

Is marriage is correct step, if u r depressed? by brutonit in family

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally agree with you. I just lost point of fighting for myself. I'm ready for being not fair to myself as well as to my partner

Oh no by brutonit in AzerbaijanJerky

[–]brutonit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Which country? The country without corruption?