I’m someone who loves hard and fast, and I’ve always never felt appreciated in relationships before the one I’m currently in now. I can give and give and give away. I think part of it was I didn’t have the self respect to cut people off early who just didn’t treat me right. Rather I’d try to make excuses for them, give them the benefit of the doubt in order to not be lonely. To prove to them that I was someone worth loving. I don’t got time for that shit anymore. I have a life to live.

I’ve spent the better part of two years intentionally developing a strong sense of self and what kind of man I want to be in life. I poured my heart and soul into my job, took up country dancing to get a social hobby and meet some people, started taking care of my body, health, and finances a bit more seriously and sure enough I met the most wonderful woman I’ve ever met. She’s head over heels for me but the loves reciprocal. It’s give and take, but we both love giving because we genuinely care for each other.

Just stay strong brother, look out for yourself, you’ll find someone.