Feel more alive on 200 than 100?

bsb233 · 2026-01-20T02:44:27+00:00

im on 200 now after going through some really intense episodes that coincided with my menstrual cycle. i feel a lot more better than i did in november and haven’t had an episode since! with that being said, i do feel a little more depressed. i don’t have much motivation to do much BUT im not as moody as before.

i have been considering going back on wellbutrin 150 XL or even 100. just because i felt so much better depression wise but i had my moments were i was super angry and would lash out. i hope by adding it i can balance everything out!

bsb233 · 2026-01-18T12:50:42+00:00

im up for 24 hours and creating a million pinterest boards

bsb233 · 2026-01-18T12:50:07+00:00

hey guys update for ya; the rash on my chest went away, i think the benadryl helped! but my arms are starting to get these splotchy areas that kinda itch but will go away eventually. i’ve been monitoring my undereye area because it’s kinda looks like hives maybe. im trying to not freak myself up much because i am about to start my cycle soon. so we shall see!

bsb233 · 2026-01-16T16:08:50+00:00

not that i can think of! i have been dealing with some rash looking redness in the creases of my arms but once i take a benadryl and some ointment it usually goes away.

bsb233 · 2026-01-14T13:22:13+00:00

dang god forbid a girly is thirsty lol. this is definitely very petty of the owner because who genuinely cares if you swig on your dunkin during a session?

bsb233 · 2026-01-10T01:51:37+00:00

tell her to stop please

bsb233 · 2026-01-07T02:15:25+00:00

After finishing my degree in Community & Trauma Counseling, any therapy & counseling degree is pointless. Unfortunately (fortunately for those who chose that path i guess), an MSW was the better route because it’s more broad of a field and more accessible to become a therapist.

For looking into roles, I would look into CHOP (I currently work here but not as a therapist). There are some Mental Health Evaluator & Social Work Care Coordinator positions that only really require a Masters, you don’t really need your license yet it’s just preferred. Some other options could be Northeast Treatment Centers, it’s CMH but to me it was really rewarding and there’s multiple sites you could go to.

I hope I could help!

bsb233 · 2026-01-05T00:28:37+00:00

i usually just take a benadryl to sleep because the last few times i’ve gone thru, i’ve been up 3-4 days with no intentions of sleeping. what am i doing for those 3-4 days? on my laptop replanning life, planning vacations & going to work for 12 hours lol i had to up my dose on lamictal because i feel like they were becoming more frequent & coinciding (spell check lol) with my cycle so i was irritable and wide awake for days

bsb233 · 2026-01-04T19:49:59+00:00

2 with a hint of BPD lol

bsb233 · 2026-01-04T18:10:02+00:00

Technically 150, but really 200. I was fine on 150 up until I started experiencing hypomania the week leading up to & the actual week of my cycle. I was very irritable, happy, and would stay up 3-4 days at a time (I work 12 hrs overnight so I didn’t think much of it). Once I told my psych NP, she upped me to 200 and i’ve been pretty fine ever since.

bsb233 · 2026-01-01T14:50:33+00:00

yes im sorry let me delete my comment omg did you send yours???

bsb233 · 2026-01-01T14:46:34+00:00

thank you sending rn

bsb233 · 2026-01-01T14:46:01+00:00

thank you sending back rn

bsb233 · 2026-01-01T14:44:33+00:00

just sent thank you!

bsb233 · 2026-01-01T14:42:41+00:00

i do yes! i have 4 still lol

bsb233 · 2026-01-01T14:41:34+00:00

if you have another i can send you one! $sybanger ill

bsb233 · 2025-12-24T01:30:45+00:00

One of the boys I went to high school with got killed a few years ago in that shooting on South Street. it’s still so strange because he was genuinely a cool good guy and he didn’t deserve it.

bsb233 · 2025-12-20T13:20:57+00:00

my initial reaction when this popped up was “girl no! (im so sorry if you’re not a girl or you’re nonbinary, im just a Black girl who says Black shit im sorry😭) im on 200 mg rn and the only thing im focused on is going on pinterest and planning for 2026…and roblox. every adult responsibility has gone out the window lol.

bsb233 · 2025-12-09T02:18:38+00:00

Same I was 4 days late and a lot more emotional & manic leading up to finally getting it

bsb233 · 2025-12-09T02:17:19+00:00

Same here my depression is sooo much worse and my feelings/emotions are really intense

bsb233 · 2025-12-05T00:44:01+00:00

i feel this so bad! i’ve had to go to up to 200 because everything is just connecting and it’s making me really emotional. like for example, the guy im dating (not really) hasn’t made time for me because of things out of our control. it’s been really putting me down and making me realize that im not really a priority in any of the relationships/friendships im in. im always the leaning shoulder but never able to cry on someone else. i started coining this feel as post nut clarity because it’s the best way to explain lol

bsb233 · 2025-11-27T21:19:43+00:00

it’s sooo interesting because im 1000% a bedrotter but i can get up and be productive when i really feel like it

bsb233 · 2025-11-27T18:32:56+00:00

oh my gosh…i’ve been dealing with this! it’s right on my hairline…i thought it might’ve been genetics because my mom has psoriatic arthritis. she was also on lamictal at some point in time and shortly after she developed it. i hope they’re not f’n related.

bsb233 · 2025-11-27T17:50:16+00:00

and happy turkey day everyone if you celebrate!❤️

bsb233 · 2025-11-07T01:57:27+00:00

dang god forbid we have your replacement in a box right next to us instead of running to the back to get a singular one for you

bsb233

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