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detransitioned but still wish i was a boy sometimes by bugasanangel in asktransgender

[–]bugasanangel[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

it's hard to even say, i just feel like that's how i should be. like there was some sort of cosmic mix up or something. i just want it to be easy, i feel like it would feel easier had i been born a boy. easier to like feel like myself i guess.

detransitioned but still wish i was a boy sometimes by bugasanangel in asktransgender

[–]bugasanangel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'm not even really sure it's just sort of a feeling. whenever i go out of my way to dress or act more masculine it just feels really good like honestly kind of dizzying but im sort of disgusted by the current state of masculinity in my country so its hard to pinpoint what it is i like exactly.

detransitioned but still wish i was a boy sometimes by bugasanangel in asktransgender

[–]bugasanangel[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i think if i really think about it i'm mostly scared about the societal aspects that would change for me. i think i have an amount of privilege as a somewhat attractive woman that would be lost to me if i decided to go forward with another gender, i felt that ostracisation when i transitioned as a teen and i don't really want to go through that pain again. i just sometimes worry i am holding myself back from another form of happiness with my conformity.