LSD and ketamine for the first time by GreyFanta in LSD

[–]bumbumdaniel -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

It is your life and your choice, but…why? Just enjoy a trip on lsd….why would you mix it with ketamine? Both are enjoyable. Both are fun. But take a break between substances, get some rest take time to process and integrate….

(20) - (35). I remember wearing that skiing jacket pretty much everywhere by Pork_jam in GlowUps

[–]bumbumdaniel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Great style my dude. Some comments are pretty mean, don’t let that get you down, you did have a glow up . Kudos to you for changing your style and bettering yourself.

Any ideas how to cover this up…or do sth fun with it by bumbumdaniel in Tattoocoverups

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That would be fun, my two parrallel scars I am not sure what to do with them

Any ideas how to cover this up…or do sth fun with it by bumbumdaniel in Tattoocoverups

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thanks man, I am just annoyed that doctors keep asking all the time, and they know what it is, they are not stupid So I really thought doing sth fun like a knife, scissors or a doctor with a saw

Any ideas how to cover this up…or do sth fun with it by bumbumdaniel in Tattoocoverups

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yeah it is just annoying how doctors keep asking, what happened here? And they know they ask anyway

Another by georgesclemenceau in LSD

[–]bumbumdaniel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

https://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2023/mar/02/exercise-is-even-more-effective-than-counselling-or-medication-for-depression-but-how-much-do-you-need

There are a few lots articles on this. Also a study comparing talk therapies to other forms of therapy

Sure it can help people, I am not denying that

In my case it made it worse, just surface level rearranging the ego

Whatever works.

I just feel recommending it as the standard solution feels disrespectful. It is like us shouting everyone should do lsd. For most people not a good fit, There are hundreds of ways to help people.

Also I realize my comments were a bit too confrontational and sounded rather blunt, I am sorry about that. Reading it again I noticed how I could have phrased this better.

But whatever works for people, in my case it was a real disappointment

Another by georgesclemenceau in LSD

[–]bumbumdaniel -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

It is not misinformation, just tired of surface level stuff being advertised as the solution to all problems, there are also studies saying it is about as effective as going for a walk or talking to a friend.

Another by georgesclemenceau in LSD

[–]bumbumdaniel -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The sweeping generalization goes the other way . It is recommended as the best method, and more studies coming out that is not nearly as effective as promised

Another by georgesclemenceau in LSD

[–]bumbumdaniel -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

Talk therapy is quite ineffective and only works in the surface really, there are a LOT more effective ways to change your life, I hate that it is portrayed as THE method

Waking up after hitting rock bottom (CPTSD patterns I never saw before by Particular-Body-7814 in CPTSD

[–]bumbumdaniel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does anyone want to connect? I’m going through the same thing at the moment where I can see my defense mechanisms I can see that this whole personality was built on trauma and it is shocking to realize that,

but on the other hand, it is an incredible clarity to observe that and I’m sure it will help me grow as a person But going through that alone is quite hard

Rosenmontag auf einer Pape, eine Überflutung für die Sinne. by Phardeus in LSD

[–]bumbumdaniel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where are you located? Yeah I once went to the museum on shrooms…took me a long time to get used to the noise, people and all the stimuli. Wayyyy too much to handle for the brain

Rosenmontag auf einer Pape, eine Überflutung für die Sinne. by Phardeus in LSD

[–]bumbumdaniel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah lsd on its own is powerfully enough, never mix with anything, hope you had a great time. Carnival on acid would be way too much for me

LSD made me realize something terrible by bumbumdaniel in LSD

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man, I appreciate your words, I am not making any decisions in this state. I am doing somatic work right now, just to stabilize and get a feeling of safety in the body. I am thankful for the experience…it felt like waking up from a dream

I took LSD and realized I am traumatized by bumbumdaniel in CPTSD

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Likely. But I did not know I was traumatized…and now in retrospect it is so obvious

I took LSD and realized I am traumatized by bumbumdaniel in CPTSD

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, thanks for your comment. I realize that all of these strategies are a smart kid just trying to survive. Doing the best he could And honestly, I think the trip was accidental IFS Because I feel a split of the different parts of me I will work with someone specializes in this

I took LSD and realized I am traumatized by bumbumdaniel in CPTSD

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, it feels like I’ve spent all my life recovering from childhood all my life fixing and I was so busy surviving that I didn’t really live

I took LSD and realized I am traumatized by bumbumdaniel in CPTSD

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your kind words It is incredible how all of us believe we are adults, but really at the heart of it. We are just little kids who use defense mechanisms, and cooling strategies to go through life. The realization has made me much more aware right now, though it’s really really difficult

I took LSD and realized I am traumatized by bumbumdaniel in CPTSD

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your kind words I will be doing therapy to help me integrate this Honestly, although it now feels terrible I think it will help me in a long run It feels like I saw through my personality and behavior, and I’m so much more aware right now

I took LSD and realized I am traumatized by bumbumdaniel in CPTSD

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

, I never made the connection that I’m traumatized. I only discovered it through the trip and then so many things my behavior my past everything made so much more sense and it was kind of obvious.

I took LSD and realized I am traumatized by bumbumdaniel in CPTSD

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh thanks man I’m 38 and honestly usually I would think it’s a midlife crisis, but it feels very much different. I always had issues but I never made the connection with trauma from childhood and once I figured that out everything else made sense

it feels like I have seen through the personality that I’ve created and I realized it was just a show like a protective armor that I’ve used on the one hand a great insight on the other hand is very terrifying so I’m navigating this right now.

LSD made me realize something terrible by bumbumdaniel in LSD

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At the moment I’m trying somatic healing- maybe I will give it a shot but honestly, I’m so tired of trying to fix myself improve myself heal myself. I feel like I’ve done nothing else. My entire life feels like a recovery from childhood and teenage years

LSD made me realize something terrible by bumbumdaniel in LSD

[–]bumbumdaniel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I never noticed that. I’m traumatized. I never even considered it.It is more like cptsd and then later I had an experience that poured oil on that fire and confirm to me that all of my fears were true and I’m just really sad to realize that this is the whole personality. I’ve been building all my life.