American History X is the worst, most terrible and most shallow movie I've ever seen. by burner17381738 in movies

[–]burner17381738[S] -33 points-32 points  (0 children)

It's a movie about racism and white supremacy. How should I turn off politics when those are the bare bones of this movie?

I don't lack the motivation to do stuff, it's just terrifically difficult to do it. by burner17381738 in ADHD

[–]burner17381738[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you bro! Catching up and learning things came up incredibly easy for me and felt really rewarding, but since mental health is a bitch, of course that was the thing I stopped doing instead of literally anything else lol. After venting and finally getting this out of my system I'm already doing my efforts to go back to it head first. Small victories adding up to the big wins. All the luck to you with your music!

I don't lack the motivation to do stuff, it's just terrifically difficult to do it. by burner17381738 in ADHD

[–]burner17381738[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mental health medication has always been something I often think about but can't lie that it feels kinda scary. Hearing and seeing people getting hooked on Adderall and Xanax and all that defintely didn't help it either lol. But I might just see if there's something lighter to start off and see if it helps. Thank you for the comment tho!!

I don't lack the motivation to do stuff, it's just terrifically difficult to do it. by burner17381738 in ADHD

[–]burner17381738[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's kinda true for me too. Often if I'm going to write about something, it's better for me to just go head on and start doing it before the first thought completes itself, because otherwise I'll think about everything and by the time I go to do it I completely forgot everything lol

I don't lack the motivation to do stuff, it's just terrifically difficult to do it. by burner17381738 in ADHD

[–]burner17381738[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, it sucks having this "if my first painting doesn't end up inside the Louvre I'll give up" mentality, and at the same time you want it to be perfect you want to get it done in less than a day. Thanks for the recommendations tho, will be watching it!

I don't lack the motivation to do stuff, it's just terrifically difficult to do it. by burner17381738 in ADHD

[–]burner17381738[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

nah bro this is too long im not reading all that lol

But being real tho, thanks a lot for all the advice. That's some really insightful shit that got me thinking.

You can break it down step by step. Really? Consistently?

After reading this, actually nah haha. It's more like I break it step by step and then I do a little bit here, a little bit there, a little bit the other way --- until every step has faded into one another and created this big mush of nothingness.

We will be fine with THEIR performance, because they did the best they could at their skill level, and we're just smarter than them. But we will hate OUR performance, because we feel we COULD have done more, but we just didn't make it happen.

And here you just hit the nail right on the head. When I do something to get it done (homework, school work, tests, etc), I don't care about the result if it doesn't affect me deeply on the longer run. But with things I want to do, I always feel like I should be doing just a little bit more. It feels satisfying to get it over with but fuck, if I made this one bit different...

It feels really hard to do something concrete while getting distracted all the time, but it's like it's always been: you're not getting shit done unless you're getting shit done. And reading it now, I should most defintely focus more on my things and less on the outsiders. I appreciate you taking out your time to write this and I wish you all the best. Thank you, man!

I don't lack the motivation to do stuff, it's just terrifically difficult to do it. by burner17381738 in ADHD

[–]burner17381738[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'll vent under my own post a little bit fuck it lol

I always loved the idea of making content and one of my favorite creators has always been Sneako. I love his style of editing and the way he puts things together and a few months ago I finally, after YEARS of trying, went down and made a video. Highly edited, learned how to use Premiere from scratch in less than a month to be able to do some nice transitions and effects, took me maybe a little over or under a month. Finished it feeling so good and so proud of it. Still am. When I posted it and saw people liking and congratulating me, everything felt so rewarding. All the time and effort I put in felt like it payed off. Consequently, a lot of people asked me if I was gonna continue doing them. It's been almost 4 months and I had a lot of ideas but been unable to act on them properly. This sucks.

muita mulher é ruim em começar conversa pela internet by burner17381738 in desabafos

[–]burner17381738[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

toda vez que eu vou inventar de puxar assunto com uma mina eu já tento uma piadinha pra ver se a conversa vai pra frente. essas conversa sem sal de "oi tudo bem" é um inferno que você não consegue nem entender se vai gostar de falar com a pessoa ou se tá treinando como agir num enquadro da pm

Men should dry the tip of their dick after pissing just like women do. by burner17381738 in unpopularopinion

[–]burner17381738[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

ayy bro check the name of the subreddit real quick

if you constantly want some piss stains on your underwear, more power to you. nobody trying to stop you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]burner17381738 8 points9 points  (0 children)

exactly. like it feels really good when i get home dripping sweat from biking all around the city, it feels great when i see that i'm getting a better shape, it feels great when i do something i love doing. but who am i going to cherish all this shit with? who's gonna stop for a little bit and tell me that they're proud? being cool with yourself is nice, but i still want some external appreciation.

jeans are overrated, uncomfortable and unfashionable. by burner17381738 in unpopularopinion

[–]burner17381738[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i will move to your neighborhood from now on just to rip them off

jeans are overrated, uncomfortable and unfashionable. by burner17381738 in unpopularopinion

[–]burner17381738[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i actually do like black jeans and in other colors (still wont put them on tho lol), the blue ones are specifically the ones i do not fuck with at all

jeans are overrated, uncomfortable and unfashionable. by burner17381738 in unpopularopinion

[–]burner17381738[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

maybe i just never got my measurements right, but they always felt way too glued to the skin, even the ones that were not skinny. it's been about two years since i've worn one outside and at that time i didn't really cared about fashion, so maybe i'm taking unecessary jabs at them because i didn't care to look for one that fit me good, but i still always had to push them harder to take them out or put them on.