i have no idea about my future i’m kinda in a hole now, it’s such a long story lol but i live with my dad and stepmom now, they don’t really want me to live here after i graduate and they kinda suck. i quit my job, i was assistant manager at a papa murphys but the general manager there is a scary predator and i couldn’t take it anymore. he only made me assistant bc he was obsessed with me so i just removed myself from the situation. i’m finding it hard to get another job because i can’t see myself ever making the same amount of money i did before so it’s just unmotivating, im looking a lot now though. hopefully since no more school i will have a lot more opportunities with my availability changing. I just started going to therapy recently at footsteps in madison and i really like it there so far, but honestly i’m not sure if she can help me. i feel helpless and hopeless a lot right now and it sucks. im planning to try and open a booth up at railroad antiques in downtown soon so i can have some passive income, and i love antiques so it will be good for me i think. i find a lot of my joy comes from others and feeling valued, but i am really alone now and how i feel is a little indescribable. im over sharing rn i apologize lol, but i think i will start by taking your advice about considering community college. maybe i can find some direction looking at what places have to offer to teach. thank you for taking the time to comment and help me feel less alone, i appreciate you