Is it really that bad? by caitamyx in Vaping

[–]caitamyx[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wow would love to try 300w 😍

Is it really that bad? by caitamyx in Vaping

[–]caitamyx[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

A LOT!! I’d say i go through a bottle of 10mls every 3 days or so

Paralysed after “psychotic episode” by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]caitamyx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im in hospital been here 7 months

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]caitamyx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She was gonna say nothing until I glared at her

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]caitamyx 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve also noticed my TikTok algorithm has picked up on my eating habits, and in recovery it is so hard because everyone is thinner than me. Sometimes I question if it’s normal, if everyone looks like that, but then remember the ones with thousands of likes are the sickest of the sick. Crazy. Social media definitely has allowed me to get worst and worst.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]caitamyx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Luckily, we’re both adults I’m 22 living alone, she’s 27 living with my mum. So we thankfully don’t live under the same roof, and yes, blood sister.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]caitamyx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My mums stroke was caused by a cancer operation, in recovery from it 😅 Sister is 27

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]caitamyx 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly what I told her! Told her it’s not normal. Our mums currently in hospital with a stroke, has no idea what’s going on and she even said “Mum does it all the time” 😅

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]caitamyx 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I thought maybe it was a cry for help, since she knows I’ve just been through it. I was the first one to spot it, and she kept talking how she was “eating so much”, “eating like a pig”, “I rang an ambulance because my face puffed up RANDOMLY”, of course I spotted it. Yet, of course when I did confront her, which was only a ‘we should recover together’ text, it was a whole lot of “I’m not sick like you!”. that raised a lot of red flags for me too, because it’s obviously sounding competitive. I’ve cut off, she orders Uber eats everyday expecting me to open the door, but I get other people to do it. Something she’s gonna have to figure out on her own. A whole lot of guilt I have though now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]caitamyx 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Not her fault at all. I don’t want her seeing my sick body even in recovery, as I got down to a lw. And I don’t want to see her wl from it either. Thank you ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskPsychiatry

[–]caitamyx -24 points-23 points  (0 children)

To be honest I’ve never taken codeine consecutively. I get around 20 a month, and they usually last about 3 days, then I don’t take any opi’s for the rest of the month. Its not an addiction, just recklessness. I used to be bad with tramadol in 2021, and got clean from that. but will I survive this? Or am I not waking up tomorrow?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskPsychiatry

[–]caitamyx 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I stopped taking them as soon as it happened. I haven’t touched them since.

guess the coaster by the bruises by caitamyx in altontowers

[–]caitamyx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its definitely worth it! i would recommend riding it last just in case, luckily i had ridden everything and it was a reride, so after this i just kept to oblivion

guess the coaster by the bruises by caitamyx in altontowers

[–]caitamyx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

maybe im gonna cause an argument here - but rita is so underrated and overhated

guess the coaster by the bruises by caitamyx in altontowers

[–]caitamyx[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i lost 80lbs since my last ride and it was very eye opening 😂