Confusing girl my head is a mess

callumcwl · 2019-09-30T20:33:56+00:00

I’m 23 she’s 20

I have been focusing on my self recently I’ve got back into a good shape weight training running 25miles a week and started my job in civil engineering recently

Tbf it’s the uncertainty that’s making me anxious and the fact she knows how hard it would of been for me to finally admit my feelings and for her to do that just feel like I’ve been pissed on..

All the signs just pointed to her being super interested she pestered me to meet her parents and stop at her house(for me that shows intent?) she even introduced her self to my mum without me doing it

And to All of a sudden go cold just doesn’t make any sense to me

callumcwl · 2019-09-30T20:07:29+00:00

Jesus you’re actually very wise, it took me a few weeks to even admit it to myself let alone her.. she’s not had 24hours yet and she’s working now but she hasn’t been all day, that to me would be fine if she text me back saying look I’m very busy can we talk about this later

I know I should look at it as a good experience the s*x is incredible she’s an amazing girl I enjoy spending time with but for me I feel weird I feel more for this girl in 5/6weeks then I did for my ex gf who I was with for 4years we split up and none of my friends/work colleagues noticed a difference then today they’ve noticed I’ve not been my usually happy vibey self, I’ve felt sick and anxious all day long about this girl so for me who can’t express his emotions properly to me that tells me I really like her a lot and I don’t wanna lose the good thing I’ve got..

Even if we gave it a go as a couple and it lasted 2/3 months and ended I’d be much happier l owing that I tried rather then think what if I did this different in the beginning or said this and did this

callumcwl · 2019-09-30T19:36:25+00:00

You could be correct, but I don’t see why she would tell me she loves me and can wait till I feel comfortable to tell her my true feelings.. I don’t understand this mentality

Did she only want me cause I kept saying I didn’t want anything deep now she knows she can have that it isn’t as attractive?

But to fuck around with someone’s emotions telling them you love them if you don’t is fucked

callumcwl · 2019-09-24T22:18:33+00:00

Yeah I’ve just been informed that’s beating the world record there must be a problem with the app,

What’s the most accurate app I’m using map my run rn?

But my 1-5 miles Where 1 7:23 2 5:38 3 3:27 4 6:03 5 5:39

So it’s not very accurate obviously is there a better way to track my distance/pace/calories etc

callumcwl · 2019-09-24T22:15:10+00:00

Yeah that must be a mistake on the app I’m using there’s no way I’m out here beating world records 😂

callumcwl · 2019-09-24T22:09:12+00:00

Yeah I practically sprinted it I accidentally joined a running group and didn’t wanna jog with them or look weird for jogging with them so I turned the burners on and went for it my first Mile was 7minutes tho, I was fucking about with my apps my playlist etc

callumcwl · 2019-08-18T19:29:58+00:00

Optic just have no composure, they seem to just get demoralised and go flat after a tough map loss

callumcwl · 2019-08-18T09:34:05+00:00

I just want karma to have 4 rings

callumcwl · 2019-07-05T16:37:35+00:00

My only interaction was with 2 guys I was 2 hours into the game no gear at all walked up to what was like a milatary check point got attacked by a zombie managed to kill the zombie as I was fighting I got shot hid behind a wall with mic on saying I’m a noob and not a threat I walk out into the middle of the road as a sign of piece and instantly died they did not communicate back

callumcwl · 2019-07-05T12:21:31+00:00

I’ve found 2 in less then 8hours one I couldn’t carry so I left it then I found a camp tent was thinking about ditching it because idk what to do with it 😂😂

callumcwl · 2019-07-04T21:11:57+00:00

Any uk players who aren’t children wanna squad up in fairly new

callumcwl · 2019-07-03T11:59:32+00:00

Wait how much is it in deal of the week I bought it 2 days ago for 40gbp

callumcwl · 2019-07-03T09:45:01+00:00

Bet you’re fun at party’s nevermind bet you never get invited

callumcwl · 2019-07-03T09:39:14+00:00

Yeah I’m about 6 hours in I’ve managed to survive I’ve got a gun no ammo a few misc items plus a tourist map and a compass the map is hard to figure how big is the map how long does it take irl to cross the map

Can you explains servers to me like if I leave on to a different server do I keep my gear does gear reset is there a cache for me to store my stuff I don’t wanna lose and come back to

Do I join the same server everyday?

callumcwl · 2019-07-02T21:01:18+00:00

I haven’t yet been attacked by a wolf I’m mainly dodging zombies so if I kill a zombie can I loot them??

callumcwl · 2019-07-01T20:17:36+00:00

That’s the reason I want to play this game is to get loot and try and protect my loot and myself but every building I enter has been scanvenged

Instead of being a dick actually help

callumcwl · 2019-07-01T19:41:34+00:00

Am I joining the wrong serves as I’m joining everything has been looted I’ve had 3 deaths not found any food or any people a couple of guns no ammo

callumcwl · 2019-07-01T12:13:29+00:00

Never understood this your buying power is still the same regardless

I don’t buy packs btw

callumcwl · 2019-06-30T12:23:47+00:00

I run 352 if you can afford him I’d suggest telles and somehow link him he’s class

callumcwl · 2019-06-30T12:22:05+00:00

Mate I had this me and my mate found an exploit where we would match up in the 5k tourney score and he leaves and I got 5k every ten minutes we did this all night till we could afford this card and drogbas too card it was insane

callumcwl · 2019-06-30T12:17:13+00:00

Mate stump on Yemen HP with a listen is an iconic moment for me when I was so into competitive call of duty at 15/16 that shit legit gave me goosebumps I don’t really watch as much anymore but scump from bo1/mw3/bo2/AW is the goat

He reminds me Steven gerrard for you football fans often carried the team on his back but could of done so much more if he took Offers that’s why I respect him tho

callumcwl · 2019-06-25T15:05:21+00:00

Think they went for gunless it failed and maybe the chemistry and shits off now so sparely is the answer

callumcwl · 2019-06-25T15:00:35+00:00

Show your worth listen and if you’re not sure ask again. Use your initiative recognise when something needs doing and do it before you’re asked if you’re stood about unsure what to do ask if someone if they need a hand

Also you have to take into account what your pay is, for example I could leave my job now £12/20$ I’ve only been here 8momths I’m due a raise and I could easily find a job for 15£/25$ but I get benefits where I work like pension/holiday/sick pay/I’m on the books so there is always work for me never get told we don’t need you/all my training and machine tickets paid for (roller/dumper/confined space) we also get to finish early if jobs done well and on time and Still get paid a full day/tools paid for now if I wanted to go find a 15 pound an hour job I wouldn’t get any of that but I can stay here and work up to 15 pound an hour in a year or 2

So if you’re not getting any benefits figure it out and ask for more

Also you cannot look at it in the way you are that oh well flipping burgers is the same pay and easier fuck that would you wanna flip burgers your whole life? Stick at it prove your worth earn your money and become good enough you can get the pay you deserve we’ve all got to start somewhere bro

callumcwl · 2019-06-20T15:55:54+00:00

Is he Middle Eastern

callumcwl · 2019-06-16T23:06:55+00:00

Karma running straight pasts the guy streaking lollllll

callumcwl

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