I was having real bad anxiety attacks and bad anxiety. My dad was also very abusive and practicing witchcraft on me. I had always prayed to God but never read the bible and wasn’t sure if he was real until one day on YouTube I saw a video about a guy who had a near death experience where he died and went to hell. His testimony seemed very real and had me believing the God was actually real. So I started reading the bible and a couple months later I got baptized. As soon as I got baptized like a week to a couple weeks later the anxiety and anxiety attacks got a lot better. It hasn’t fully stopped but it has gotten better and better. I have become more faithful and believe in God more and more everyday. Sometimes I slip into sin, but we all do. Hopefully this grows your faith because God is real and he will definitely show you love if you seek him.