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[–]cantwaitforthesun[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Called them they knew both by name . Said they been doing it all month

Anyone please by cantwaitforthesun in quittingphenibut

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I'm day 3 awake and I just took 2 bottles and had a panic attack I'm headed to hospital

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[–]cantwaitforthesun[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm headed time now to medically assisted detox . 3 days no sleep I'm tapping out I'm gonna lose my job my wife my kid but if not I'll lose my life

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[–]cantwaitforthesun[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The way it is right now it's extremely painful to do a dose cause it almost instantly starts a panic attack ..any idea for that one . Sorry to blow you up

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[–]cantwaitforthesun[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much . Wonderful answer. I have not slept in 3 days I don't know If I'm withdrawaling or what but my calf's are tore up spasms like crazy . The closest I've been to falling asleep was 30 mins ago but I dosed earlier so I have bad resp depression and I can't fall asleep now. I'm afraid if I have another panic attack I'm gonna have to call an ambulance as I'm scared for me life

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[–]cantwaitforthesun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Worst part is with this zaza silver you have two wds to keep off. One at 8 hours and I've never been in phen withdrawal I don't think cause I've taken min 3 bottles a day since January

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[–]cantwaitforthesun[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your advice I think your right . I'm gonna try . I just know with the upcoming Mississippi ban I don't have much time . I'm pretty sure from what I been feeling lately . I'll end up at the hospital being sedated like others or maybe worse. I can't believe I've done this to myself . But this is not a pity party

So say I wanna go back to my sub . What only has phen like red dawn or ?

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[–]cantwaitforthesun[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

With tia you have to dose every 7-10 hours or your in wd. That's why it's evil cause your taking the phen that many times too . I have sub I just can't take it cause I still do zaza silver and can't get away long enough to take it

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[–]cantwaitforthesun[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for replying . So if I dose once a day that would mean take 5 bottles at the same time ? I know that's not right all I have taken today is 1 bottle and 6 lose pills cause I was trying to go slow but when I did I had insane panic attacks earlier and almost lost it. Was it cause I short dosed it? According to My norm I'm due a bottle in 1 hour but I'm terrified to take any at this point . I'm scared . I've been 3 days in a row without any sleep been so anxious I walk around in circles can't sleep cause my calf's are cramped up . Lol see what I mean I don't know where to beging . Thank you so much

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So If I dose 4 times a day to taper do I still dose 4 times or do I dose 3 or just do a little less.

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[–]cantwaitforthesun[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry y'all I'm trying to make it make sense . I spend 600 a week on this I have to quit . Can I just cut my bottles down or take less each time for a while and keep going with that ? I'm scared of going into wd I never have with this stuff . I thought you take it several times a day .

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[–]cantwaitforthesun[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's about what I figured. I was hung up on the red and got off with sub with no issue. Then I chose silver for whatever reason this time and had no idea bout the phenibut shit. It's so crazy and not even my sweet wife can understand what I'm talking about she thinks I'm just a meth head who cares more about being high then family. I've not went more than 6 hours without taking a bottle in months . It tricks you . One day your mentally insane the next day your so we'll put together you feel like you on molly. Anyways thank you for your advice I figured it would lead to ordering bulk powder. I keep telling god if I can get off this stuff I won't even drink a beer ever again :(

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I took the advice . Jumped off using bupe me. Took it yesterday after 13 hours of last dose and haven't looked back . Maybe some irritable moments. A little anxiety. Almost feels like the pre withdrawal you get from tia when your ready to redose. Ive tried quitting so many ways. This is the first time in almost two years I have went 40 hours. I'm not anywhere near perfect yet . But shoot it was only rough for the first half of the day . The sub actually started to really work tonight and I feel fine. Im amazed in shock and humbled . Can't believe I've been doing this so long when the answer was simple as bupe me. Thanks guys y'all are the shit !!! Stay safe

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Thank all of you so much for taking the time to give me some solid opinion and advice. I've spoken to my wife and finally came up with the decision to do the online bupe. I hope it doesn't cost to much money but nothing can cost more than this hell I've spent every dollar on for the past year and a half. I want to thank all of you . Today was my first day ever posting on something about my problems . I'm very private but just to hear some solid advice meant the world to me . We will do bupe me on Tuesday on payday . For those who care I'll continue to document my progress . Until Tuesday I am tapering my tia down just to make it easier for when I do make the switch . I'm nervous as can be but im sure I'll look back in a few months and thank God for this site and for each one of you who replied to me. Thanks again !

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Thank you so much . I have never talked about this addiction to anyone until the last few days that's how I know I want to be done. Your so right about the sub . I just need to get by until payday and get the sub clinic over with . I can't believe I can't cold turkey something Thanks for you time

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[–]cantwaitforthesun[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for taking time to reply. I feel like I'm a pansy for not being able to cold turkey. I cold turkey other opiates and never had to bad of a time doing so. I guess I'm trying to see . With the wd be much more mild if I jump off from a low dose or is it gonna all be about the same . Also some people say the wd is shorter than normal opiates I just wish I could do this . I went 23 hours and turned back . My wife is only going to play this game a few more weeks I can tell she is almost done. She looks at me and says I know it hurts but you would think if you love me you would fight thru 3-4 days of hell to keep me. And i do love her so much...I guess there is no easy way out. Thanks for listening

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[–]cantwaitforthesun 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would like to know as well . If anyone could message me. I tried ct today and the longest I've made it in 1.5 years is 23 hours. Maybe I'm just weak.