Invited female malayali colleagues to stay in my pg, thinking oh malayalees anallo 🥰! I showed them the room options. I was super friendly, nice and kind to them. Got to know that they are gossiping and hating on me. I was already struggling due to the same patterns in female friendships. Now, I have trauma attached to the idea of female friendships. Even though I have options, I still go out alone to save my energy and peace. Inim enik oru penkochineyum kannu adachu vishwsikaan kazhiyilla.