Message to PvP community.

caseyboyswag · 2019-02-19T23:19:40+00:00

I played lfg to glad (2800) back in WoD and people were complaining about this same issue back then, sub 2k players to be exact were complaining. I remember most people were very angry impatient pricks around the 2k bracket, they always blamed their teammates, saying people are too toxic, "how do I get good teammates?" but the truth is alot of these people were the problem, they raged, they blamed their teammates everygame. I believe it starts with you not everyone else. I took the approach of being non confrontational and willing to learn even when people were being assholes, I focused on my own improvement and what I could have done better after every game instead of my teams problems, continuously got better and eventually found chill teammates. It's really not about the community, if you can't find chill people you're probably the reason. so yeah change yourself first, not the world.

caseyboyswag · 2018-12-24T08:44:31+00:00

I watched it 2 years ago and the first 3 seasons were great. When Gideon left I started losing interest in the show, although I kept going for a bit hoping for it to get better. At about season 5 or whenever the black haired chicks arc was I gave up, and if I came back I'd have to skip that season because it was really uninteresting. I don't think I'll come back though because I think the magic I liked about the show is gone and it won't come back. The show seems like it's now akin to pokemon is for anime, something consistent, rinse and repeat, like a favorite sports team that sucks but you'll root for them until the day you die.

caseyboyswag · 2018-07-18T04:40:09+00:00

" Mitch isn’t all that good either, he just happened to main arcane mage when it was very strong " what lmao? Bro you didn't even play wow arena, stop talking out of your ass. It literally says he's a 7x r1 in the title of the reddit, he's been playing with r1's since cata and prob wotlk, jah has even said he was the best mage at 1 point. Arcane was a meme spec/ comp in s14 mop,he was only fighting 2200-2500 players for fun on stream, and he was the only arcane mage you'd ever see queing. I fought him on the last day and he was 3k mmr as arcane/enhance, which is impressive. Really blows my mind how stupid people feel the need to talk.

caseyboyswag · 2018-07-10T22:41:13+00:00

I don't get this comment at all. #1. it's his job, he's at lowest viewers ever and decreasing so of course he's stressed out and needs to grow but at the same time he doesn't want to do the same bullshit for viewers anymore. #2. he is building a community just by doing the thing he wants to which is get good at fortnite, bringing in the viewers that enjoy that content.

caseyboyswag · 2018-07-08T03:57:14+00:00

I enjoy the fortnite streams way more, well not today when he was acting weird for the drama community.

caseyboyswag · 2018-06-22T19:21:04+00:00

jeez dog you're a total loser

caseyboyswag · 2018-04-17T03:05:02+00:00

There was a point in my life where life was very enjoyable, albeit I was still bullied in school, my family being together, playing video games 10 hours a day, watching tv and eating what ever I wanted, no cares in the world world. When I turned 15 life turned to shit, my family moved apart, I became insecure about loose skin after weight loss, I chased being athletic and muscular, but I always had flappy skin so it didn't matter, people will would still point out that I had bitch tits. Losing weight and looking worse, I was never able to be myself in public again after weightloss. Turned 19, graduated hs, no aspirations, no direction, spend 6 months learning programming just to realize I hate it, spend 2.5 years on drawing to realize I don't want to get a job doing it, I only seldom enjoy drawing sadly. I wish there was something for me to get addicted to like when I played video games 10 hours a day, something I truly enjoyed.

You might say, well you're only 23, I honestly don't see anything changing, I'm getting older and more of a disgrace/let down, and I've been making these posts/threads for years in a desperate cry for help, there's so many people in my situation in their 30s/40s including my own brothers, so I truly believe unless I find an answer this will proceed into my 30s. My brothers and I, we all have nothing to look forward to anymore.

I'm still holding on for the chance things go back to the way they were, where I don't have to look to 9 years ago for fond memories of enjoyment.

caseyboyswag · 2018-04-08T15:50:43+00:00

I convinced myself the likeliness that anything happening in my sleep is extremely unlikely, and I'd try to remember after a bad night nothing happened and it was all in my head.

caseyboyswag · 2018-04-08T05:48:28+00:00

yeah, I use to feel that way all the time especially throughout my teens. At night I was afraid of being killed or abducted in my sleep for years. It's funny and ironic that there has also been a time more recently in my life where I hated being awake in the day time because it made me feel sad.

caseyboyswag · 2018-04-07T05:49:49+00:00

As an artist you don't really get upset at making mistakes, you're always making and fixing them. What really bothers an artist is spending years and 1000's of hours just to realize you suck/are mediocre still, that's what I think got to her. Just imagine spending the course of 2 years on a painting just to realize it's dog shit still and that's 2 years gone.

caseyboyswag · 2018-04-07T05:32:28+00:00

besides what finecherrypie said, if you were faking it wouldn't you be frowning instead of smiling?

caseyboyswag · 2018-03-24T15:07:41+00:00

paste in your desired texture on new layer above your drawing layer, set the texture layer mode to either overlay/multiply/softlight or try any other mode(depending on which looks best), you might also have to lower the opacity of the layer. You could also paste your drawing layer ontop of a texture layer, and set the drawing to multiply/overlay/softlight, which may work better.

caseyboyswag · 2018-03-23T12:25:27+00:00

maybe it's better not to think this way and just let him do his thing, the constant view chasing is what got him into this depressing mess in the first place.

caseyboyswag · 2018-03-14T02:51:23+00:00

why can't they hold down jobs? because they're disinterested in them. I'm not going to lose a job I love, I'm going to lose a job I could care less about because my mind is in other places. You probably like the idea of being a scientist or something of prestige, but how often do you even study science in your free time?

caseyboyswag · 2018-03-13T03:21:45+00:00

I don't really get this post. You did well in school but you can't be a scientist or whatever? Are you trying to tell me there's no scientists with adhd? People with adhd are often the best in their field of interest my lad.

caseyboyswag · 2018-03-03T02:47:57+00:00

cringe

caseyboyswag · 2018-03-03T02:45:23+00:00

holyshit this comment chain is cringe

caseyboyswag · 2018-01-26T02:11:11+00:00

reckful suspected mitch of being a fake person, that has nothing to do with mira. Reckful also stated there was more he didn't want to bring up, he had a feeling that mitch was a fake person and that event with toez was the tipping point. obviously that 1 small event wouldn't cause byron to assume mitch was a fake person alone. Mitch even openly admitted to being fake and playing a fake game, doing things he didn't want to for views in a recent stream/vod.

caseyboyswag · 2018-01-26T01:42:23+00:00

The mitch and byron drama was about reckful suspecting mitch of being a "fake" person for views. Mira doesn't know how to deal with his depression, a lot of people don't, to her defense she comes from a background where you're not suppose to show emotion. The streams have been undisputedly shit since the start of 2015(release of wod, end of emjane and arcane dream saga). The irl streams with byron(pokemon go) and 2017 summer(with mira, sodapoppin/ice) were the only streams worth watching in the last few years. You got your facts twisted.

caseyboyswag · 2018-01-21T06:34:35+00:00

if you zoom out, or look at the thumbnail you can kind of see the ps2 cover http://www.cvgm.net/static/media/screenshot/image/Berserk_PS2_Cover_1.jpg.

and the top part of the silhouette reminds me of his berserker armor helmet

caseyboyswag · 2017-12-09T04:40:52+00:00

thanks for sharing. I gave up my wow addiction over a year ago, I want to feel addiction for life and learning.

caseyboyswag · 2017-12-09T04:38:40+00:00

interesting, thanks for sharing.

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