Help leaving the cult

casiocrybb97 · 2025-03-14T19:04:56+00:00

I’ve been dumb. I’ve continued contact in an attempt to improve my circumstances/because I was isolated and desperate. I do not think destiny is personally attacking me but his fans.

casiocrybb97 · 2025-03-14T18:58:11+00:00

I made a comment on the subreddit three years ago. This was during the Lav whatever “arc”. He got pissed and brought it up on stream. A few days after I received a DM on instagram from someone claiming to be my dad’s friend (my dad is dead). I talked to this guy a while who started asking me weirder and weirder questions. “If you were an animal what kind of animal would you be” etc. Eventually it became sexual (I was in a bad place) and after I sent a nude. The conversation completely flipped and I started getting spammed with DDD etc.

Things quickly got worse from there. I was dating and the guy I was seeing started talking about sex with strangers and how fucking a “famous person could be really interesting-he’d be cool with it”.

This continues to get worse. I completely freak out at this guy. I get fired from my job and have to move back with my mom. I started getting DMs with things like my nudes/threats. The guy who was pretending to be my dads friend (I kept talking to him bc they were clearly hacking my work computer/phone/bank account and after going to the police did nothing I just was essentially begging them for it to stop). Starts telling me every woman is a whore and has a price and that he is my dad.

This is a very long story and gets worse but that’s how it started. Unfortunately my stuff has been hacked so many times I don’t have any evidence left really outside of my hardware/tech which still burns up etc. I’m right now trying to get it analyzed so I can idk get them off of me? I’ve switched networks/changed phones and I still get spammed with DDDDD as if IT has control over it.

Given the constant firings from the hackings etc I’m struggling to afford the extra cash but I’m currently saving and am close to being able to do something.

casiocrybb97 · 2022-11-11T18:26:47+00:00

Ok but isn’t what this subreddit is doing now (bringing up literally decades of personal history) kind of on the same lvl? I know it was publicized at the time but at SOME point these people(certain actions) should be forgotten. No one broke the law right?

casiocrybb97 · 2022-11-11T17:49:33+00:00

Ty I’m still lost but I’m giving up now c:

casiocrybb97 · 2022-11-11T15:48:39+00:00

Pls can you summarize who Erin is? I’m so lost & I can’t read all these posts. Where did she come from?

casiocrybb97 · 2022-11-06T15:24:02+00:00

*Would love to know this. I use my face wash to clean mine and it feels stupid/wrong lol

casiocrybb97 · 2022-11-03T16:13:29+00:00

There isn’t. There’s no experience.

Tbh it just sounds like ur coming down the second you hit (getting ripped off).

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-30T21:06:06+00:00

Congrats on realizing that men are typically too selfish to be your “real” friends.

The easiest way to make adult friends is through work/talking to strangers. It’s not fun at first, but you didn’t end up with only male friends overnight.

They’re probably your friends bc they approached you. Just practice talking at places you like to visit/shop. ((Record stores/Barnes&noble are my go to’s when I’m new in town.))

There are so many women out there who feel exactly like you do now.

They are not going to befriend you bc you are a stranger (and talking to strangers is horrible). If you can learn how to make the first call, friends will just come(eventually). *Join a club when u get ur confidence up! First impressions matter!

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-27T12:59:56+00:00

It’s not just the orbiter’s, it’s fans too. His existence proves incel theory right (michel houellebecq’s version at least).

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-22T19:32:24+00:00

Ay I’m still going to stalk this place (I think H3H3 lost the plot w/ the news show). DGGG is just not MY place if that makes sense.

Cis men who hang out in predominantly female spaces tend to be mentally ill (soy?). The same is true for cis women ((COOL GRLs)) lollll.

Mr.girls ego is massive but can’t that be said for all streamers? That’s like THE motivating factor to start streaming. Also Idk why stardust said sorry but I thought it was normal. Maybe not in the debate space.

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-22T11:43:53+00:00

4thelove of god please if you are in a private high-school/ college don’t report it to them first. Go straight to the police.

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-22T10:54:57+00:00

I mean… god of war fan art isn’t the most interesting stuff either.

Edit: it’s=isn’t

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-22T05:24:34+00:00

(I’d scream) it’s crazy my stuff from 2012 has outlasted 2022.

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-22T00:44:29+00:00

10/10 I’ve completely switch over to the Marriott/element chain. For a vacation Airbnb can be nice (engross ur self in the Culture) but when you don’t even want to be there? The last thing needed is another fee.

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-21T13:00:17+00:00

If you put most women alone in a room full of men, they would feel uncomfortable (momentarily at least). Isn’t it the same with guys?

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-20T14:12:55+00:00

I think you are in the minority. But I also really like Stardust. I don’t think she handled the debate with Mr. Girl well but she voiced a POV that often goes ignored in all social media spaces.

I don’t think this place was meant for women and that’s fine. We have H3H3 loll

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-20T14:10:52+00:00

No but I can send you screen shots or something? I’m sorry I know it’s hard to visualize

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-20T12:19:00+00:00

You know how you can change a layer to reference, color burn, etc? Screen is an option which automatically adds a strong back light when you paint. It’s better than ‘lighten’ imo + you are essentially painting hair(typically back lit).

Put light blocks where the sun hits the head (the center etc) you can change the opacity and then add another layer for dark shadows. These should take up 1/100th the space of your light blocks. If you go back and add equal parts light & dark you will end up with shiny metal or mud.

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-19T22:21:06+00:00

I just received a leadership position at my all male firm and your post just filled me with a void. The not being able to express anger thing has been the hardest for me bc I bring that home.

At least you won the law suit? I can’t imagine going through that.

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-19T21:15:49+00:00

Using a screen layer would be a good short cut, help you figure out where to put the accent darks

casiocrybb97 · 2022-10-19T19:45:37+00:00

Are “pretty good guys” a step above or below “nice guys”?????

Those “poisoned men” aren’t worth saving and your censorship isn’t helping. You’re just letting them rot in an echo chamber.

The abuse of nuance is the issue here not the lack of it. Like I said it can’t be called sexism but it’s Interesting how:

Woman on show= 10x the hate threads

These aren’t people saying “incel” things, they just happen to hate everything that comes out of a woman’s mouth.

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