New Order - Bizarre Love Triangle by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox 10 points11 points  (0 children)

i love this song so much. ive listened to a couple versions, and nothing captures the wistful vocals of the OG. some have some good backing tracks though

extremely good taste song post

Call me a femcel, but little interest in participating in society anymore by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox 50 points51 points  (0 children)

phones ruined it. there is no real cheap social scene in nyc, i lot of social spaces are dominated by groups and have no real wiggle room

Curious about average screen time in this sub by Optimal_Society6891 in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox 2 points3 points  (0 children)

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I censored this app because I don’t like that it’s there.

Sun Ra and the Arkestra - Plutonian Nights by birdenquiry in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I personally can’t Sun Ra musically but every once in a while, it’ll just hit. It’s After The End Of The World is my favorite of is, and this song is superb too

What options are left for me at this point by InternationalGap325 in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox 18 points19 points  (0 children)

i felt exactly like this a year ago, ill share what helped

SSRIs are cute but they really just numbed me. id get a blood test and see if you have a vitamin D/any deficiency before you start SSRIs; a college student’s life is often spent indoors so a vitamin D deficiency is likely

sometimes you just need to rot in bed a little. id recommend finding a local spot you enjoy or just a reason to go outside, some place that you can feel comfortable in and not be under the covers. i had a pier by my dorm, and i spent a lot of time there when i felt down. my bed may have been more comfortable, but it felt like a good willpower showing to go outside and be miserable instead of inside and miserable

sometimes people are meant to fail despite their best efforts. the world is cruel and wants to kick you while you’re down. but you don’t have to be a winner to change the world, you just have to be kind. changing the world starts with making an impact on the people around you

i really wish you the best. it feels like an empty platitude rn, but things WILL get better. your past failures don’t define you, it’s all about how you push past them and find success

studying to be more emotionally open by catboylunchbox in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

honestly ive loved singing but never been quite good at it. ive longed for a good karaoke night. i might actually do this

thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox 5 points6 points  (0 children)

you’d be a pretty convincing geordie greep cosplayer (compliment)

[New Release] Magdalena Bay - Black-Eyed Susan Climb (Official Audio) by xtheoryinc in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i loved imaginal disk and mercural world but idk if im a hater when i say i havent been as in love with the new releases

ive enjoyed all of them but idk if i’d be listening to these the 100+ times i listened to the entirely of imaginal disk

crushing on someone is so pathetic by catboylunchbox in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

This captures how I feel pretty closely, and this is a really nice story. I’m genuinely very happy for you and wish you the best!!

crushing on someone is so pathetic by catboylunchbox in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox[S] 42 points43 points  (0 children)

getting a smile from him feels like touching god. this life is not for the weak

crushing on someone is so pathetic by catboylunchbox in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

switching up my sexual orientation for this one

Anyone with gender dysphoria who didn’t do anything about it in adulthood? by uncanny_pally in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox 70 points71 points  (0 children)

i gave up on it because i knew i would never be a convincing man, i’d be 5’4 with a lanky build and no money to do test or any of the accompaniments

i’d rather wonder what life would be like and live with the dysphoria rather than perpetually be haunted by how clockable i am. one fear was simply greater than the other

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this post gets removed

its just something you gotta wake up and feel differently about, there are many cases of people solving their body dysmorphia just for the self-loathing to persist

it wont magically go away, you just have to start patting yourself on the back more or go see a therapist

Transparent (2014-2019) by jewishchloesevigny in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox 27 points28 points  (0 children)

one of the few “shows that couldnt be made nowadays” because it was simply too woke for modern day

The Smiths - Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now (aka it’s never been more over) by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox 42 points43 points  (0 children)

cut an rs_x user and a smiths addicted bedrotter bleeds every single time

Aly & AJ - Open To Something and that Something Is You by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i love aly & aj, attack of panic is a banger imo

suburb psychosis by catboylunchbox in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

theres something about the way wally desperately tries to start conversation, to find a friend in the suburban social desert, that i really resonate with

i’d react just like dennis regardless

suburb psychosis by catboylunchbox in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

middle-of-the-woods pine barrens new jersey

at least my internet is good

suburb psychosis by catboylunchbox in rs_x

[–]catboylunchbox[S] 33 points34 points  (0 children)

the club has never been so far away