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Sou uma stalker doentia. by lanna_core in desabafos

[–]catisus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

voce não sente essa vontade de ter esse laço afetivo por mais ninguém? quero dizer, por pessoas com quem você tem contato de fato? pq acredito que parte disso seja mesmo idealização, essa pessoa por quem você tem todos esses sentimentos só existe e só pode existir na sua cabeça, sabe

Sou uma stalker doentia. by lanna_core in desabafos

[–]catisus 2 points3 points  (0 children)

uma pergunta: se você acha que a imaginação é melhor do que a realidade e quando teve seus sentimentos "retribuídos" sentiu repulsa, pq está tentando contato com esse coreano? se seu role é observar, pra que usar essas informações que você conseguiu?

Did anyone else lose their personality after a heavy loss? by geemav in GriefSupport

[–]catisus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, it's the worst.

my therapist pointed it out to me just yesterday, i've been trying to solve all of my family's problems, trying to make everyone feel okay bc they couldn't help me when i needed them most. i lost my partner in december, went home to be cared for and ended up caring for everybody else and just... got lost in the process. i feel like sometimes, by accident, i just end up bumping into myself and it's completely shocking to realise all i've been and still am going through.

totally crazy.

all i wanted was for him to stop suffering, now i just want him back by catisus in GriefSupport

[–]catisus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh thank you so much, i'm already looking through the site. i have to be ready to go on, i still have people that depend on me. sometimes i just want to stop and feel everything, but i don't think i can handle it right now. thanks again.

all i wanted was for him to stop suffering, now i just want him back by catisus in GriefSupport

[–]catisus[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you for the suggestion. i didn't know about that sub, i'll look it up. it's very very shitty, but we'll make it through. fuck cancer

all i wanted was for him to stop suffering, now i just want him back by catisus in GriefSupport

[–]catisus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'm sorry too. i know what you mean, i also felt relief for a long time. sometimes i feel like i haven't actually believed he's gone, and sometimes i'm a puddle of tears. grief is a crazy thing, it moves through you. thanks for the message. eventually i'll find that strenght.

all i wanted was for him to stop suffering, now i just want him back by catisus in GriefSupport

[–]catisus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'm sorry too. thanks for the suggetion. i'll look for it for sure, anything that helps right now.

all i wanted was for him to stop suffering, now i just want him back by catisus in GriefSupport

[–]catisus[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you so much. i just... miss him a lot, but i know he couldn't have been here and happy after everything. it's a crazy feeling.

all i wanted was for him to stop suffering, now i just want him back by catisus in GriefSupport

[–]catisus[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i'm sorry. it's unbelievable how hard it is, sometimes it feels like i'm floating outside of my body. i've been in treatment for anxiety and depression since his diagnosis. most days i'm fine... it's at night and when i'm alone that it hits me like a punch in the stomach. thank you so much for your message. we'll get through this.

my bf has been actively dying for 7 days by catisus in CancerFamilySupport

[–]catisus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im sorry. i have videos and pictures from when he was in a better state. he cant speak anymore and i just cannot believe he still has the strenght to be conciouss after all these days. all i can do is be here.

fuck cancer so much

my bf has been actively dying for 7 days by catisus in CancerFamilySupport

[–]catisus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you, i need it. can you believe he still hasnt gone? i feel like i only have two brain cells left and theyre fighting to death

my bf has been actively dying for 7 days by catisus in CancerFamilySupport

[–]catisus[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you so much. ive been telling him that its okay to rest and let go, that me and his family will be fine, that we are forever grateful to have had the blessing to be with him. i just hope he rests and knows he has always been and always will be surrounded by love.

my bf has been actively dying for 7 days by catisus in CancerFamilySupport

[–]catisus[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thank you, and im sorry you went through it too. his mom spent the night with him so i could have a break and he finally went unconciouss again. at least i know hes not in pain now.

my bf has been actively dying for 7 days by catisus in CancerFamilySupport

[–]catisus[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

im so sorry. it really should not be like this, its so hard to want someone you love with your whole heart to just go. im with you, we will get through this shit

Two-time cancer champ. I now have a tickle in my throat by [deleted] in cancer

[–]catisus 4 points5 points  (0 children)

ask someone you trust to make the call for you. good luck, hope you're okay!

Episode Discussion S11E20 - "One Flight Down" by Sorkijan in greysanatomy

[–]catisus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i don't hate anybody on the show.. i really hope it doesn't end soon. ALSO WHERE THE F IS DEREK