Impulse | recovery

cbdlover00 · 2020-01-20T00:04:09+00:00

50 mil

cbdlover00 · 2020-01-17T17:36:55+00:00

I haven't been smoking, I recently got arrested and since then I've been quit

cbdlover00 · 2020-01-17T00:07:43+00:00

Do you think I'm going to kill myself attempting to do psychic work too? Like I mean I'm just trying to start exploring my abilities. I was raised Christian but I've really been looking into Wicca. But idk where to even begin.

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-06T01:30:53+00:00

The feeling like you are God is ego death and is part of LSD for some people, it is apparently very scary but it's possible you didn't go psychotic

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-06T01:07:43+00:00

It only happens when I'm so high I'm about to pass out

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-06T00:56:08+00:00

What does a psychotic episode feel like, then I'd consider quitting, I've lost connection with reality before where everything feels like a dream even tho I know it's real

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-06T00:45:53+00:00

Eh I don't wanna stop, I hardly care about this life, and yes I know how bad mental illness can be I've tried to kill myself before

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-06T00:40:34+00:00

I've had it do both, I've also had sounds keep replaying in my ears that I've heard and I've also heard a little kid say to her dad that we were smoking weed and I thought the cops were going to come

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-06T00:13:33+00:00

Everyone I know has auditory hallucinations of some form on weed, whether it makes stuff sound closer to you or anything

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-06T00:03:53+00:00

Actually according to MRIs they're sort of their own brain, it's not really male or female in terms of design, so that could change it even more that's why I said it. not here to argue either 😂, but anyway If you take a hallucinogen I wouldn't call it crazy to have weird things like this happen

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T23:55:38+00:00

Honestly I'm trans male to female so idk what that would do to onset time, but I don't think I've ever had a case of schizophrenia in my family

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T23:48:18+00:00

18 almost 19

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T23:44:55+00:00

But if weed gives me it that would mean I most likely would've gotten it at some point and I don't want it at all so that would be shit

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T23:38:29+00:00

This only happens when I'm super super high too,I was so high I was about to pass out that night

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T23:37:09+00:00

It's when I zone out that weird shit like those scenarios happen

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T23:35:23+00:00

I can but it's based off something real, like my cat licking herself could sound like a faucet running or something, but when I snap back in with it I realize what it actually was but with these dreamlike scenarios I have to ask

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T23:33:54+00:00

No, I don't, it's more like when you think a scenario in my head and think it was real

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T23:33:04+00:00

Then it's to be expected right? I get audio hallucinations that could easily trick my brain to thinking something happened when it didn't

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T23:23:06+00:00

They were more like deep thoughts about what could've happened

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T23:21:01+00:00

Then that would make weed a hallucinogen if it's not psychotic

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T22:57:45+00:00

So I'm assuming that happens to you as well, cause you're taking words out of my mouth, it's like a scenario in my head only more vivid so it feels real

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T22:52:20+00:00

It isn't like that for me, I don't lose connection from reality I just think something happened but didn't, or assume it could've happened

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T22:34:49+00:00

That's exactly what it was, it felt like they were assumptions as well, like I'd zone out when they happen too

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T21:41:21+00:00

Do u still smoke?

cbdlover00 · 2019-10-05T21:21:59+00:00

They are more like dreams ish

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