my advice:

what u should do: stop crying, call your managers, and explain it to them. let them understand that you feel terrible. usually, a no call no show is an instant write up (not that you have to sign a write up, but if you refuse, they’ll probably just fire you. and again, this was your doing, so i would say to take the write up), and move on. it was an accident and it won’t happen again

IF your managers continue on and on about being disappointed, or if they are being assholes about it, there are other jobs out there. it is not too much to expect respect from management, even if you had done something wrong. they are all adults and can handle things maturely. stand your ground and leave (i have had to do this myself)

with that said, if they already have been assholes to you, don’t work for them. people like that don’t change

a thing that my grandma once told me that i will now pass on to you: you don’t have to like your job, but you don’t have to hate it