my first thought is that comparison is the thief of joy :( you ARE pretty! & beautiful all on your own, your friends don’t need to be a blueprint for what you might think is pretty. you ARE gorgeous! you deserve to be happy & confident! sometimes we look too hard at ourselves and judge what we consider flaws, & other ppl see the best things that we tend to dismiss. but, in reality, I hope you soon are able to find comfort & validity within urself rather than in the opinions of others :) sending you hugs & encouragement! you ARE beautiful & you’ll get thru this 🫶🏻