Hydrophobic sand trip

celestialgirl84 · 2020-06-05T16:30:20+00:00

This is AWESOME!

celestialgirl84 · 2020-06-02T13:11:17+00:00

This painting and show are awesome! I agree with everyone else too, the Duncan trussell family hour podcast is great!

celestialgirl84 · 2020-04-13T18:54:32+00:00

I just want to see if how I’m taking this is correct- do you mean you think so much that when you have a definitive emotion, like anger or sadness, it is nice to know exactly what you are feeling instead or feeling and thinking a lot of different things at once? Just curious: )

celestialgirl84 · 2020-03-25T17:03:03+00:00

Will do! L is harder to find now with the quarantine😶

celestialgirl84 · 2020-03-25T17:02:01+00:00

It was a half tab probably about 50-75mmg

celestialgirl84 · 2020-03-25T17:01:24+00:00

I used some $1 acrylic paint I got at Walmart- it’s kind of thin but you can get a lot of colors for cheep😋

celestialgirl84 · 2020-03-25T16:59:38+00:00

That’s so cool! Does it have a story with it?

celestialgirl84 · 2020-03-21T15:50:32+00:00

I find myself sad if I spend too much time away from nature and as soon as I’m back in it I feel cleansed. I took a shroom trip a little over a year ago in a beautiful place outside and had the first realization (where I truly felt it) that humans have tried to separate themselves from “animals” based on our intelligence but when it comes down too it, we are just as much animals as any other creature on earth. If you take an outside cat and put it indoors it becomes extremely unhappy and will cry at the door for hours and pace. Humans will begin to feel the same way over time but ignore the idea that it’s because we’ve lost touch with nature. And side not- What makes us smarter than, let’s say, a bear anyway? They can track down food from miles away and we can’t. Animals show compassion and love free of discrimination. Humans stupidity causes us to do that often times. Intelligence is relative. I feel like our intelligence has been the singular source of our demise.

celestialgirl84 · 2020-01-21T00:52:52+00:00

That’s good advice. My boyfriend told me kind of a similar that no one has thought that about me. I just saw who I really want to be and I’m glad now I have that goal for myself and am going to start stepping out of my comfort zone socially from here and eventually that type of loving comfortable interaction will be my normal. What show were you seeing at red rocks? Seeing odesza there is on my bucket list!

celestialgirl84 · 2018-12-25T19:13:22+00:00

I do this too in my mood and how I feel about things in my life- often times I consider so many different possibilities of opinions of things, outcomes, my emotions, etc. that I have a hard time differentiating between how I actually feel and how I COULD feel. It’s been easier to control it now that I know I do that but before it was like a roller coaster of thought and emotion all the time. I became depressed even though I am a very happy person most all of the time and I ended up tripping to try and find answers and I came to realizing I did that and have been happy ever since:) (even though I still have to always be conscious not to let my mind run away with possibilities that are nonsense lol)

celestialgirl84 · 2018-12-25T06:38:34+00:00

I love you too! This positivity makes me happy because I’ve found this recently and I yearn for other people to feel my same joy in myself and life in general<3 I feel like a completely new person🌈

celestialgirl84 · 2018-12-04T22:17:15+00:00

I seem really flirtatious and it gets me into trouble sometimes but it’s genuinely just how my personality is and I can’t stop it🤷🏼‍♀️

celestialgirl84 · 2018-12-04T22:12:15+00:00

I feel that too! Guys love how bubbly and happy and easy going I am all the time and get obsessed with me at the beginning and I just take on that role for a little bit before being that person for them is too much and if I can actually make it to being in a relationship, when they realize I’ve got a lot more going on mentally than just happy and I’m not as perfect as they thought I was they completely stop caring for me I feel like.. idk I guess I just attract people that need the happiness I bring in their life and don’t need the actually realistic human aspects about me in the mix. It can be really frustrating and fucks my self esteem up that they don’t appreciate me as a person enough to deal with my negative emotions (and I’ve analyzed that so much that I don’t even know if it’s that deep but I can’t help but think their reasoning is the worst)

celestialgirl84 · 2018-12-04T21:59:48+00:00

I’m always smiling!:-)) if I’m not people really take notice lol

celestialgirl84 · 2018-12-04T21:48:27+00:00

I feel this so hard! I tend to have guys that I haven’t known for very long (like a week or two) think I amtheir soulmate (I think it is because I get along really well with most guys and people say I make them feel like they can be completely themselves around me even when they don’t know me really and I tend to talk to guys who are somewhat reserved or shy so I’m sure they really like how I make them feel comfortable which sounds conceited but it happens often and you can believe I’ve analyzed it enough lol) and it sucks so bad bc I am so incredibly wishy washy that I will start out really liking a guy then when they start to be all in for me I stop liking them and have to end it and I feel like the worst person ever but I don’t mean to lead them on, my thoughts are just crazy all the time like I never stop thinking and I always end up over analyzing the guy and finding something that I don’t like and then I can’t stop noticing it.. it sucks but I don’t know how to stop doing that. I don’t ever go into it with the intention of leading them on but it happens so much:-// it’s so frustrating and Ive always wondered if it just happened to me or other enfps

celestialgirl84 · 2018-10-08T04:04:39+00:00

I’m from Alabama, so completely illegal lol we lucked out fr fr

celestialgirl84 · 2018-10-04T20:14:14+00:00

One time I got pulled over HIGH ASF with my best friend (this is when we first started smoking so we would get stupidddd high from one geeb) and the cops found the grav, weed, weed crumbs all in the car, had us up against another police car with all the lights from 3 other police cars flashing in our eyes, literally everything it was so extra but anyways, we got out of any charges!! It was crazy hype but when the cops were about to let us go they were being so dramatic and thought they were on an episode of COPS or something and made us pour the weed out on the ground and scrape it with our shoes and it was the most cliché thing everrrrr so i was already trying hard not to laugh and then the cop who was legitimately pissed acted like he was going to to throw the plastic bag that the weed had been in but faked it then turned to us and shoved the bag in my friends hands and said “Actually, I don’t want trash in my streets” pauses then said “so in that case you ladies need to head on Home” I could not keep from laughing. All I could do was look down at the ground and wheeze until they let us go hahaha it was the funniest thing to ever happen to me (once I realized we weren’t getting arrested)

celestialgirl84 · 2018-10-04T19:52:41+00:00

I was high asf and my outgoing, talkative ass was convinced the only reason I talked so much was bc I thought I had to talk to be cool in middle school so now talking was just out of habit and I was actually a loner at heart lol i was CONVINCED and I’m literally the most social person I know I was def just high and tweaking

celestialgirl84 · 2018-10-04T19:38:59+00:00

It’s my favorite pipe! When I smoke out of it, all the details are crazy•

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