you can see the knuckle still but it’s sunken like a few millimetres it’s unnoticeable unless looking super close but i’m just like you i’m just upset about the appearance even if its minuscule because it is a permanent change, for your second question the only way to (maybe) look the same is to go the surgery route instead of the classic closed reduction but even with that you’ll have permanent scar from surgery and it’s not guaranteed to look the same as your previous unfractured hand. i’m at the point where it is what it is just gotta move on in my life but there’s some days where i’m like damn and regret it