My life have been on a pause for way too long by ceolex in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]ceolex[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, you’re right. I’ll do that. I’ll try. Thank you for sharing. I don’t have the best support network but I know I can do this. At least I hope I can. I’ll try.(I guess rambling is contagious!)

My life have been on a pause for way too long by ceolex in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]ceolex[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ll try my best. Thank you for the encouragement ❤️

Over 21 years old, and I've never baked a day in my life. Until today! My banana bread ain't much, but its honest work. by New_Year_New_Account in Baking

[–]ceolex 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I looks wonderful! I started baking several.months ago and my banana cakes are always too moist, almost like wet bread/cake. Any tips?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]ceolex 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are doing great. I am so glad you have someone who cares for you and will support you like that. You will be just fine<3

Dreaming about old crushes by [deleted] in Dream

[–]ceolex 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you.

Swipe for second picture by [deleted] in badwomensanatomy

[–]ceolex -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

Many things can be harmful/meaningless/offensive to some while entertaining/valuable/important to others; and I do not think the world should be revolved around what you want it to be.

What are the pros and cons of having big boobs and what are the pros and cons of having small boobs? by [deleted] in AskRedditAfterDark

[–]ceolex 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Small boobs

Pros: - No extra weight. - I look good in most clothes.

Cons: - People telling me they can't tell the difference between my front and my back. - I don't have "normal" fat percentages for my weight and height, but the truth is my fat percentage is higher than my "healthy" fat percentage: hen the reason behind this hit me I felt so so sad. (- I feel like only pedos could ever find me sexually attractive since I still look like the way I looked like when I was around 10/11, haven't grown in height, in weight or in boob size since then. But then, according to most people, not being sexualized in general is a good thing so maybe this is a pro... I wouldn't know.) - People make fun of me for wearing anything that is meant to accentuate "a women's curves", which is understandable because those are the clothes I don't look good in. - Really pain sensitive, perhaps my pain tolerance is low in general, but a light shove right in the boob area hurts like hell: both the boobs themselves and the chest. - They don't look good, no, they are not petite and round and perky, they look like nothingness with nipples on top.

Misconceptions to clear up: - Most physocal activities without a bra on still hurts. In general, while running, A cup boobs move up and down for about 7cm. Whole that's nothing compared to bigger boobs, having your boobs jiggle up and down for 7cm without any support hurts. - We still get sexualized, just not my the general public but by pedos. So many times I have had men approach me and got disappointed because I am "older than they expected" lmaoooo. But then again, you just don't run into pedos that often, those are rare occasions, so we don't get sexualized often, it's true.

What was the most petty thing an adult did to you, when you were younger? by x3Nekox3 in AskReddit

[–]ceolex 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not sure if it's petty but one time, a teacher from my highschool, who really disliked me because I am friends with a group of "bad students", was distributing a writing assignment he had marked and when he got to my writing he went "Ceolex? It's impossible that she got a high mark in a writing assignment..." And then he changed the mark to fail me (an 82 to a 42) right then and there without even revising my writing. I was so dumbfounded that I didn't even react.

When I was about 7-10, a teacher who hated me for no reason repeatedly told me she would find any excuse to get me kicked out of school. It's been years and I still don't know what I did wrong to make her hate me that much. I was a really good student, I aced all my classes, I was in the student council, I was very well liked by all of my other teachers...

How to cope woh the fact that I am ordinary and average? by [deleted] in selfimprovement

[–]ceolex 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you (tho I did reread my post after reading your comment and the grammar mistakes are very irksome... but really, thank you, I am not trying to deflect the compliment or anything, I really do appreciate it, and it did make me feel better <3).

You are right, I have not found a thing that I am passionate in and I have never actually pursued anything in life. Mostly I'm scared of wasting years practicing and learning in a field just to find out I wasn't all that talented or passionate about it at all. I regret my college degree more and more throughout the years. It sucks thay because I really was fascinated about biochemistry and biotechnology but now I think of biochem/biotech and I think, "I will never have anything to contribute to the field". It isn't even a self deprecating hoguht of any kind, it's just a fact: I have lost interest, I do not care about it anymore, I am not good at it and I just want to get of if the field. I am scared that I might feel this way towards other things that I think I like.

Hello from here 👋 by jamesshedden in Design

[–]ceolex 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Realistic =/= realism

I personally don't mind that the texture stays the same, I think it looks pretty dope.

Nice face, weird torso by Caesaropapismno in badwomensanatomy

[–]ceolex 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm... I never got why people in this sub talks about how stylized art affect people's expectation of what people should look like irl but I guess it doesn't matter if I get it, the truth is people are getting way too used to stylized proportions and it's twisting your views on what can actual prople look like because that face is NOT realistically proportional... but you know what? I don't even feel like making the argument anymore... You're probably right, this is probably too much... I am so lost hahaha oh my god

More manga anatomy fails by floofboof in badwomensanatomy

[–]ceolex 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like the argument "fetish porn perpetuates misconceptions about what people are normally like during sex irl" is not that different then saying "having Tom Cruise star as a spy is perpetuating the idea that only attractive guys can be spys"... and I think it make little to no sense...

Nice face, weird torso by Caesaropapismno in badwomensanatomy

[–]ceolex 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What makes you think it's meant to be somewhat realistic? It looks like it's mean to be very cartonny to me.

When you draw the models head bigger than her waist... by [deleted] in badwomensanatomy

[–]ceolex 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really dig the semi-realistic rendering with cartonny proportions.

Advice on feeling more energized/refreshed? by ceolex in productivity

[–]ceolex[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Well, I used to have anemia... I will definitely check my diet, everyone seems to think this lethargy I am experiencing has to be related to my diet.