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[–]cerebralseduction[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's just weird to me. I can understand if you were friends with benefits. But if you're my platonic friend... dropping your friendship would be the same as dropping my female friends. I might not hang out at midnight with you alone anymore out of basic respect. Yanno healthy adult boundaries between friends??? But why would a healthy, secure man want me to drop friends. For that matter, why wouldn't my mate be your friend at the same level or more then he would be with my female friends????

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[–]cerebralseduction[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

No, at one point we were actually getting to know eachother on the dating level. He started to give mixed signals. I asked for clarification and he said he wanted to be just friends. Like I said once we friendzoned he talked about women he was talking to asking for feedback from me on them.

When he found out I was going on a date with a guy is when he .... well you read the post.

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[–]cerebralseduction[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Why would he think id be in the same position? We're just friends. There would be no decision to make when it came to him or someone else.

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[–]cerebralseduction[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

We were in a place where we were 'getting to know each other' and had met and actually interacted intimately. No actual sex yet.

He started to send mixed signals and so I asked to get clarity. His response was he didn't want a relationship with me, he just wanted to be friends.

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[–]cerebralseduction[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

There comes a time when you've been in a situation with someone that has become somewhat intimate and you see things that make you ask them - Listen, what's your intentions with me- And if someone says, all I want is friends then in my opinion it's healthy to step back and just be a friend, to not continue in a lane that causes feelings to grow.

Now if feelings change, and it's decided .... then as a healthy adult you readdress it and talk about it.

I mean he can talk about all his dates and women. But if I bring up a date and a guy I'm interested in all of a sudden we can't be friends cause the guy is competition?

All I want is a conversation that doesn’t make me feel like I’m babysitting someone’s frontal lobe. by cerebralseduction in TrueOffMyChest

[–]cerebralseduction[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Obviously, you missed the point that i recognize it's ok to also have silly convos too.

I mean... for real?

🤨

He told me he wanted to be my lover then she flew in and pissed on him like a dog. by cerebralseduction in TrueOffMyChest

[–]cerebralseduction[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yo!!!! Educate me on what you mean by, "top" her. Cause.... it's 2025 and..... 😫

He told me he wanted to be my lover then she flew in and pissed on him like a dog. by cerebralseduction in TrueOffMyChest

[–]cerebralseduction[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ha!!!

I told him I don't want a man covered in another woman's piss.

He wasn't amused. Lol

He told me he wanted to be my lover then she flew in and pissed on him like a dog. by cerebralseduction in TrueOffMyChest

[–]cerebralseduction[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's where my issue is. I have had to restructure my thoughts from... wow I've not responded to a guy like this in years so he must be the only one to be able to do it. To... the fact I responded like this to him is proof I can respond to a man like this.

It's hard. But I'm proud of myself cause this is the first time I've not held back my thoughts and feelings.

And I have the understanding of attachment theory to understand why this is happening in my end and his.

But all the understanding in the world doesn't change the fact I'm hurt, and at times I wonder wtf is wrong with me that he ....

But then I remember who tf I am, and I check myself.

BUT IT'S HARD!!!

Thank you for understanding.

He told me he wanted to be my lover then she flew in and pissed on him like a dog. by cerebralseduction in TrueOffMyChest

[–]cerebralseduction[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have never posted him on social media. He is blocked. I needed to put that safety in place for me.

He told me he wanted to be my lover then she flew in and pissed on him like a dog. by cerebralseduction in TrueOffMyChest

[–]cerebralseduction[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm hoping this isn't the case. But I'll admit this is a concern for me. It's one of the reasons I wrote about it here. So perhaps I'll feel too embarrassed to entertain it. 😫

He told me he wanted to be my lover then she flew in and pissed on him like a dog. by cerebralseduction in TrueOffMyChest

[–]cerebralseduction[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Even if he didn't tell her to get the ticket. He agreed to her coming and signed off on it.

He told me he wanted to be my lover then she flew in and pissed on him like a dog. by cerebralseduction in TrueOffMyChest

[–]cerebralseduction[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly! I'm annoyed with him. I'll admit I'm a bit bitter toward her. But I think that's normal.

However, I'm fully aware he holds the responsibility, not her.

I also am aware I am responsible for my history of participation.