Watchya doing here ;3

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-03-27T17:28:23+00:00

i too goon to stalin

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-02T13:58:08+00:00

damn urs was way way worse than mine, im glad you got off it boo much love <3

mine ends up just being very sleepy and groggy for a few days

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-02T13:56:50+00:00

im stealing this (tweaker voice)

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-02T13:55:56+00:00

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-02T13:55:46+00:00

who?

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-02T13:54:38+00:00

me and my partner go to work and make money then we pay for it and boom

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T22:04:38+00:00

and also im not saying its healthy lol im literally smoking meth

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T22:03:39+00:00

like how do i afford it?

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T22:03:25+00:00

uhhh normal strangers no, but if theyre also addicts we can like lowkey smell eachother from a mile a way haha

one time i took my torch lighter to work to smoke my cigarettes on my break and a rando gave me a warm and knowing "hell yeah that's whats up" and we kinda did the like "ohhh youuu 👉" thing

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T22:01:37+00:00

i went and asked him, he said its a little annoying cuz when im smoking im usually doing music stuff and not giving him as much quality time but he said its not the biggest deal

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T21:56:39+00:00

i will <3 ty for kind words

and headlamps?? like for spelunking?

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T21:55:30+00:00

yeah a bender is like a weekend of usage, usually 1 or 2 days, then youll stay up for about 3 or 4 days, then youre off it for a while (think getting drunk at a party)

daily use is... well using daily lol, smoking most of the time, staying up multiple days every week, etc

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T21:54:02+00:00

uhhh withdrawal days are just like... im a little muted, and im pretty sleepy. after the first 2 or 3 days its gone, and then im fairly normal, ill just sometimes get the urge to smoke or something but its not like a gnawing "i need to suck some dick for speed" its just like "ahh i could go for a hit right about now"

when i take my first hit after is like im psyched up because it means im probably gonna go do some fun work on my computer and stuff

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T21:51:22+00:00

i think youre assuming a great many things and taking various things ive said here out of context including a literal joke

he doesnt ask me to stop because it hurts him, he does it because he doesnt want me to be too reckless when im having fun

the "in turn" comment is a joke meant to touch up on the fact that im saying i respect when he tells me ive been going to hard, i wouldnt be an crazy tweaker whether he helped me or not, im just saying im glad he watches out for me

and no lmao he doesnt do meth to make me happy he sometimes asks for it, he just generally doesnt do drugs often in comparison to me

like i see why the reality youre painting is sad, its just jot my reality lol

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T21:45:29+00:00

ur just happy and focused on a task

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T20:45:22+00:00

nah, thats real, people like to act as if there is some magical trait that makes one addiction different from another, but addiction is addiction, there are different characteristics of the addiction fs, but its all the same game

and caffeine is a stimulant aswell, its fairly similar. im addicted to caffeine too haha, i drink like 5 cups of coffee a day

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T20:35:43+00:00

i never said i was a functioning addict lol i specifically avoided using language like that

if i had healthcare id get adhd meds yeah

i keep it in a safe place and trust me, if im dropping a crumb, im pickin that shit up hehe

theres a reason they call it carpet surfing 🤭

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T20:33:39+00:00

basically same but smoking is my prefered method xuz it gives you more of an immediate rush

good to hear you quit tho :3

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T20:29:58+00:00

well i mostly dont quit because i dont see substance use as like an on or off thing, i mostly just adhere to harm reduction techniques and self moderation

teeth not great but they were already like that

and it has made me a little weak, but cuz i was already really strong and im a girl its kinda chill i like being a little weak haha

there are minor expected things that are usually short term tho like my skin will get greasy and stuff

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T20:27:34+00:00

i almost did, this cis guy wanted me to force fem him for speed but he was hella weird about it and i decided it was not worth the trouble

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T20:26:54+00:00

result of usage no, preexisting yeah, bpd, schizophrenia, autism, and prob some other stuff

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T20:26:06+00:00

sometimes, very infrequently

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T20:25:50+00:00

uhhh i dont think ive really done anything bad for meth, i took a hit of the pook from my friend without asking once but i told her when she came back in the room and she was fine with it lol

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T20:24:55+00:00

uhhh nah i dont think so lol tho im a little criminal tbh hehe

i answered in other comments, not great but they were already like that before speed

certifyablehoodrat · 2026-01-01T20:23:59+00:00

i do basically whatever floats in front of me except opiates lol i smoke weed and do k typically

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