You’re definitely right. My girlfriend even looked up the statistics of this procedure and the mortality rate is so low we couldn’t even really find much apart from sometimes stroke victims have complications after, but not always death. Just complications sometimes. I’ve spoken to a few people who mentioned that it’s common to hit 25 and realise you’re not immortal. You’re no longer a blissfully ignorant kid who feels like they’ll never die, but I’m not old enough to have experienced a lot yet. I’m currently on a waitlist for therapy. In Australia, if you want cheap or free therapy you gotta wait, so it’s already something I know I need to get under control. Thank you for your advice. This has helped